Desire- chapter 1
After years of trying she had abandoned him and his spiral through depression, anger and eventual self hatred had turned him into a rapist. the realization hit him hard, but still he glared at the woman's face inches from his own.
The Club
These supposed males males liked to shove their dicks in effeminate neuters, possibly because it assuaged their self hatred at their sexual identity.
Krysten's Corruption: Chapter 1
self hatred tore at him and he stumbled away from her. but, before he could say anything, she spoke, her voice hoarse from her cries. "thank you father, for punishing me.
The Alley Fights Back
In place of high tension, there came an excruciating feeling of guilt and self-hatred. left-over human emotions, sure, but powerful nonetheless. i knew isthia was right; being a selfish clown wasn't helping the situation at all.
Scaly Heart Chapter 2
My head spinning with doubts; the painful memories only fueling my self hatred. the next thing i heard was my door closing, then something soft and warm lifted me up.
wander ~ Chapter 9
That was the kind of thing i'd honestly expect from my gramma or one of my teachers or some kid in the school's poetry club if i ever find the self-hatred to go to another reading, but i could see where ms. amador was coming from.
Chapter 3 — Embers
However, relid didn't let that self-hatred lessen his pride as he watched his beautiful mate and daughter lay there, so perfectly content to just enjoy the morning silence, and he even found himself enjoying the soundless morning at times; he was quite disappointed
At the Feet of the Dragon God
Davvin looked down with anguish in his eyes, anticipating the painful end he was most likely about to receive as well as the fate of his people and a tinge of guilt and self-hatred for his failure.
Loneliness Can Be Hard 04: The World Is Against Me
He stayed the same, stuck in his own self-hatred image. he let the water run and hit the shower head away from his body, realizing it was too cold. after a moment, the water at his feet just heated a little, but still felt cold.
The Order of Things
He felt a sudden sense of relief--then a sudden sense of self-hatred for feeling that. finally she spoke, voice cracking, eyes cast to the ground. "why am i still alive?" he looked away, huge ears flat. he had no good answer.
The Forgotten 1: Edge of the World
His own self-hatred and the knowledge that he alone remained of his kind had kept him going. a winter killed goat had saved him, the stringy meat and cold blood had given him the strength to take wing.
Exposure - Chapter Ten
He'd almost gone down the slippery slope of lonely bitterness and rage and become a twin to joey's brand of self-hatred, but that trusting, innocent grin had brought him back from the edge. dox had saved him.