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Foreword (Day 8)

Alright, I'm going to write this shit down so I never forget it. The last week changed everything. it's clear that over the weeks to come a whole new phase of my life will begin. I intend to log it in this diary day by day, but first, a warning. If you are not me (Elwin Farrington), or you have not somehow obtained express permission from me (Elwin Farrington) to read this diary, please do not do so. I intend to track my most personal, most sacred thoughts, and this may change everything you think you know about me. Got it? If you value our relationship, close this document, revoke your access and never mention it. Curiosity killed the Meowth.

Alright, by virtue of the fact you are still reading, you are either myself, someone I sincerely trust, or a terrible person. Time for my dirty secrets! I'll start at the beginning, then, last Monday.

Day 1

The day started like any other. I'm seventeen, still in school and living with my parents. My sister, Elisa, is in her first year of university, training to be a Pokémon doctor. She usually lives on campus, but she is home for holiday for the next two weeks. Honestly, we're both massive nerds and we get along like a house on fire. I was super glad to have her home, even before the insanity started.

So Elisa and I were in her room just hanging out and playing video games. It was pretty late when I decided to call it a night; our parents don't approve of late nights when I have school in the morning. They sleep down the corridor and couldn't hear us, and didn't care enough to enforce any curfew. I wished my sister a good night before leaving. My bedroom was next door, but I made a quick detour to retrieve some pyjamas from the laundry room.

This diary is for me to record everything that happened and what I think. No matter how crude or lewd or totally fucked it is, I'm writing it down. Final warning.

My sister and I each have an Eevee who we've had since they were pups. Upon flicking on the laundry room's light, I saw our Pokémon fucking. Furiously. In the laundry basket. My Pokémon, Cain, was on top. He was a good little chap but has always been dominate, cocky even. This trait of his was on full display, as he lazily turned his head to see me standing in the doorway, grinned, and then looked away. His pounding didn't falter for a second. Despite being almost visually identical, the Pokémon he was grinding into couldn't have been much more different. Elisa's Eevee, Fae, was shy, sweet, and clumsy. She was so cute, a favourite amongst my sister's university friends. Fae jumped in surprise the moment I turned the light on and rapidly turned her head to the door. She locked eyes with me, freezing in place, clearly mortified to have been caught in the act. It didn't seem to make any difference to Cain, who kept up his ceaseless fucking in spite of his mate's discomfort.

So perhaps you're wondering what the big deal here is. Pokémon fuck, they enjoy it as much as humans do. Well, much like their owners, Cain and Fae are brother and sister. Littermates. Our Pokémon were committing incest all over our clean clothes.

So I was frozen in place. My eyes were still locked with Fae's, who seemed to be on the edge of tears. Poor thing was terrified. I forced myself to break eye contact and stumbled backwards— just as my sister was passing behind me in the corridor.

She saw my pale face. "Are you alright?" She whispered; we were too close to our parent's room to risk speaking loudly this late at night. I go to nod and shake my head at the same time. The resulting movement is a mixture of both.

Our Eevees were committing incest! A crime, it was terrible taboo! I should've been disgusted.

I wasn't.

My sister peered over my shoulder and saw what was happening in the room. She was clearly shocked, maybe as shocked as I was, but where I had frozen she sprung into action. She moved to pass me and I let her. Poking her head into the room, she instructed "You two, finish up before you wake up mom and dad. And get off the laundry." With that, she closed the door and turned to me.

"Oh Arceus what the hell are we going to— " I muttered. She cut me off.

"Elwin go to bed. Don't let this keep you up all night. We'll talk about it in the morning, ok?" She smiled and squeezed my hand. I didn't meet her eyes, and before I knew it, Elisa had disappeared back into her room.

I was scared, confused and aroused. I had no clue what to do, so I did exactly what she had told me to. I went to bed. Having failed my mission to retrieve my pajamas, I just slept naked instead.

I... I couldn't sleep. I was buzzed. And, well, hard as steel. I rationalised that if I dealt with that, maybe I could get some sleep. When I started masturbating, I thought about the usual; The girl I had a crush on at school. Her name was Carna, we had Pokémon battling classes together. I think she actually likes me, and I had been working up the courage to finally ask her out. Earlier that day, even, I had told Elisa I was going to do it this week! Well, I stopped thinking about Carna embarrassingly quickly... my mind wandered to the image of the copulating Eevees. It was... I didn't know what to make of it. Insanely hot? Yeah, I guess it was insanely hot. It looked like they were both enjoying themselves too, at least before I so rudely interrupted. Maybe it wasn't so bad, even if they are brother and sister. Unless... it was definitely consensual, right? That wasn't rape... was it? Shit, I hadn't even considered that.

I told myself there was no way Cain would do that. He could be a bit aggressive, but he was a good boy deep down. Even as I desperately hoped I was right, my dick throbbed in my hand. I forced myself to imagine it was a kind fucking. Romantic, even. As I sped up my strokes, nearing my climax, I became Cain in my mind and my own sister became Fae. I held her little Eevee ear in my mouth as I thrust into her, clutching her fur between my paws. I don't know if that was consensual, either.

With a gasp, I exploded. I came so hard and it had felt so good.

I've felt guilty after wanking about my sister before, but this is the worst I had ever felt. The shame washed over me as I wiped my hands off with a tissue. I was such a pervert. What kind of brother wanted to fuck his own sister?

I heard the door pad open as Cain came into my room. He smiled at me and assumed his place at the bottom of my bed by my feet. I watched him lick himself clean, destroying the evidence of what he had done. I balled up the tissue, buried it in the bin, and then finally fell asleep.

So, yep. This is just the beginning. If your opinion of me dropped by reading that, please know that it is only going to get lower. I at least hope that you, whoever you are, can understand my perspective. I don't think I'm a sicko, I'm just very confused.