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Day 11 Part 1

A lot of thoughts were running through my mind, a lot of which contradicted each other. My own Pokémon got further with my crush than I ever have. I gave Cain the cold shoulder for the rest of yesterday. I'm unsure if he knows why or even noticed at all.

Today I woke up to find my dick in Elisa's mouth. I was already hard and she was already dutifully sucking it. It felt good, obviously, but I was still floored by the Carna x Cain situation. It was like I wasn't in the room, I wasn't in my own body and I wasn't feeling the pleasure Elisa was bestowing upon me. I bet if I hadn't been in the room Cain would've tried to fuck her, and maybe Carna would've let him. Had she done this before? Was fucking Pokémon normal for her? Hell, Radler, her dad's sweet old Grovyle, had she done the deed with him too? Man now I can't get that image out of my mind.

Ok, so, maybe I've always had poképhillic interests of my own. Last week I literally came by staring at Fae while her brother fucked her hard. I won't pretend I'm not into it.

But a Pokémon having sex with a human is wrong. We do not speak the same language, I cannot tell for sure what they want. Fucking a Pokémon is immoral. It's an abuse of trust and an abuse of power. There's a very clear line and sticking my dick in a Pokémon would be crossing it. And what Carna did to Cain crossed it, too.

These are the thoughts running through my head while I am getting a blowjob from my own darling sister. Most people would agree that incest is immoral. So, maybe I'm just as bad as Carna?

Wait, no, humans can give consent and Elisa clearly did. Incest is only seen as immoral because of the thousands of years we've lived without effective contraception!

Nothing Elisa and I do is wrong. Not even shooting a load down my own sister's throat one sunny morning.

I don't even know what I think anymore. Are my beliefs sincerely held, or am I just creating excuses to allow myself to do what I want to do?

"Thank you," I said, stroking her hair gently.

She withdrew from my crotch and sat up. "Are you ok, bro? You look kinda outta it," she asked with a cute smile.

I almost told her what I had seen, but something stopped me. Cain wasn't in the room. I'm not sure why I didn't tell her, I guess I just wanted to straighten out my own thoughts about it first. Elisa's bound to be very opinionated about this subject, and before I let her change my mind I should probably have a mind to change.

"I'm... I am fine. I guess I'm just sick of being in bed already," I replied.

"Yeah, fair enough. Maybe you can stand?"

I tried standing. It was a pain, but I managed it. I sighed in relief at reclaiming some of my freedom. Then, I walked, and made it all the way downstairs to the settie. Success!

We watched TV for a bit. "Oh Fae's still in the closet by the way," Carna said.

"Fuck, all night?"

"Yep. My poor girl."

I made up my mind. Shakily climbing to my feet I said "I'm going to go talk to her."

Elisa smiled in appreciation. "Good luck."

I knocked on the cupboard door. And waited. I heard a shuffling inside, but nothing else. "Fae? Are you ok?"

Silence for a long moment, and then a cautious reply. "Vee."

She sounded, scared? I think. Of me, maybe. "Can I come in?"

An even longer silence. And then, "Vee."

I frowned. How did Elisa do this? Cain could be a handful, but at least I've never had to try and initiate a heart to heart with him. I think that sounded in the affirmative, maybe. I opened the door.

She was curled up on the ground like a little ball of fluff, squeezed between a box of old shoes and the vacuum cleaner. There was hardly enough room, but I ducked and then sat down on the box. She whimpered.

"Fae... it's ok. I'm not mad or anything in the slightest!"

Whimper. Whimper. Silence. "Vee?"

"It's not your fault, not at all."

"Vee, vee!"

"Look I'm up and walking, I'll be fine in a few days. No harm done."

Silence. I wrung my hands nervously, staring down at the little Pokémon between my feet. She looked up and I caught her watering eyes. I smiled, as friendly as I could muster. She gulped nervously, and then slowly rose to her feet. Victory! I stroked her, nice and slowly, and we stayed there in silence for a moment.

Then, she turned around so she was facing the same direction as I was. She bent her front legs. Arched her back, lifted her tail. She hooked her head around her side to look right at me. I stared back at her glistening eyes. And then, she slowly wiggled her hips side to side.

I could see it all. It was my first good look at her back there, and I looked.

Poképhillia is immoral.

Her pussy was perfect. It was small, symmetrical, slightly agape so that I could see the traced line of her pink inner flesh.

Pokémon cannot consent to a human.

She was wet. The thin fur around her cunt was damp. A single bead of moisture glistened as it rolled down from her lips.

Fucking a Pokémon would be an abuse of trust.

There was a neady, pleading look in her eye. She wiggled her hips again more urgently.

Fucking a Pokémon would be an abuse of power.

She whimpered, visibly distressed by my lack of action. A blush spread across her face as she concluded that she had made a mistake.

There's a very clear line and sticking my dick in a Pokémon would be crossing it.

I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say. Fae was clearly indicating that she wanted exactly one thing from me in that moment. She'd invited me into her special closet, her most sacred of places, and then she'd presented to me her most sacred of treasures. She wanted me to cross the line.

I didn't do it. Morality? Confusion? Cowardliness?

I scooped her up with both hands and I hugged her close to my chest.

"That was a very brave thing to do," I whispered.

"Vee," she said, glumly. She avoided eye contact.

"I'm interested. This is just very surprising. I'm not ready yet," I said. I stroked her tail. I was so hard. My dick was straining against my trousers urgently. Even then I desperately wanted to unbuckle my belt and give her what she wanted. Instead, we sat together in the dark cupboard and I told her how I felt.

I'm conflicted and I'm ashamed. My fantasies with Elisa were actualized before me, but I have darker fantasies than I'm not ready to confront yet. I wanted what she wanted, but I'm not ready to actually do it. You can't believe something is wrong your entire life and then just change your mind in a day, right?

We came out of the cupboard together maybe an hour later. I've never monologued like that before and I don't think I could repeat it here even if I wanted to. My bones were aching from having been seated so awkwardly so soon after my fall. But Fae had composed herself and that made me happy. My dick was still aching from me denying it, but it could wait.

My sister was overjoyed to see Fae. Cain was too, who quickly convinced her to hop up on the settee and roll over for him. She caught my eye and gave me a smirk, before lying back and letting her brother fuck her.

"Glad to see you too, Fae," my sister muttered in mock outrage. Since day one I've assumed that Cain was a horny monster and Fae was just happy to go along with it. But nah, she's as bad as him, and he is not the only dick she wanted to be fucked by. Fae wasn't a passive participant in any of this, and maybe she's not quite as innocent as she sometimes acts.

I probably stared a little too long at the Eevees as they fucked. Neither of them minded, but I think Elisa could practically feel the lust radiating from me. "Wanna go upstairs and fuck?" she asked, looking at her fingernails.

"Yes," I replied.

We went to my room. "How are your legs?" she asked.

"Good enough. If it's too much I'll scream in pain," I replied.

The second we closed the door she instantly began to take her clothes off. I did the same thing very carefully. "Remember I'm still meant to be taking care of you, so we can do whatever you like!"

"Oh, well I'm ok if we just—"

Whatever you like!" she repeated.

"Let's just— "

"I don't care how weird or perverted it is."

That gave me pause for a moment. Something instantly popped into my head. "Lets... let's just do what we did last time."

"What was that?"

"What?"

"That thing you just thought about," she smiled and waggled her eyebrows.

"How the hell did you— "

"Don't worry about that! What is that you're too embarrassed to ask me?"

I sighed. Out played once again. "Well.. if it's not trouble... could you, ermm, pretend-to-be-a-Pokémon-please?"

She held a hand to her ear and scrunched her face up. "What was that Elwin? Couldn't hear ya."

I looked down at my feet. Here I was standing naked in front of my sister asking her to do something shameful for me. "Could you, maybe, roleplay as a Pokémon and I as your trainer?"

Instantly, her body language changed. She looked at me, excited, bouncing on the balls of her feet. She smiled wide and tilted her head to one side. I was honestly kinda confused for a moment. Then suddenly she enthusiastically exclaimed "pika pika?"

Oh fuck, we're doing this.

So errrr. That's another thing on my list of things that happened. Honestly this one got pretty kinky, Elisa is mostly to blame! I can't quite bring myself to write it down right now... Diarying is hard.