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My Brother's Secrets

Chapter 1: Taboo

"Hey, thunder thighs. Wake up."

Feeling a sharp slap across my cheek, I jolted awake, panting as I looked up at my older brother. He was grinning at me, his arms crossed.

"Mom said she wanted to speak to us about something."

I scoffed, shooing my brother away. I was far too comfy to get up now. Ryder grabbed my sheets, tossing them to the floor, causing the cold air to touch my naked body, making me shiver. It felt like I taken from in front of a nice, toasty fire, and tossed down into a lake on a winter's day. Even my beautiful golden fur did nothing to stop the cold air.

"Get up. Mom said it was very important."

And with that, there was a rough slap across my ass as Ryder left the room. Sighing softly, I sat up, narrowing my eyes. Being the youngest son was rough. I had a couple of older brothers. The eldest brother, Ryder, was 23 years old, and he remained at our mom's place with me. Then there was the middle brother, Gary. He was 21, and he left to go live with his girlfriend in the next state over.

"Ugh, I can't wait to leave..."

Then there was me, Chris. I was the youngest child, aged 19. Being the youngest brother was rough, when you had Ryder as your oldest brother. Gary wasn't that bad. In fact, he was my favourite brother. He even supported me when I came out the closet, whereas Ryder was, well, Ryder. He mocked me, but lately, he had learned to control himself, although he did scare off a couple of my boyfriends in the past.

"Where is my glasses?"

Ryder also liked to pick on my appearance. He said that I was the only guy he knew that had wide birthing hips. This had caused my hand to accidentally slip into his face. I thought I looked pretty good. I stood at a meagre 5'7", and weighed about 130 pounds. I'm a Golden Retriever, with beautiful golden fur. My tail is quite bushy, but quite comfortable. My eyes were odd. I was born blind in my left eye, which caused it to look milky. My eyes are an amber colour, with my left looking blurry. I usually wore contacts to hide them, but I recently decided to wear just glasses. My boyfriend, Tom, said they suit me a lot. So, I decided I would take his word for it. My hair hung in a bob cut, having blonde hair. Now, this next part is embarrassing for me to mention.

"Mmm, what should I wear today?"

I was slim, but my hips were a little large, as well as my butt. It was quite large, but it wasn't freakishly big. I examined myself in the mirror, stroking down my sheath and balls with a murr.

"Mmm, that ass."

Quickly turning around, my cheeks turning red, I saw Ryder wiggling his eyebrows at me.

"RYDER! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!"

After being hit with a pillow, he ducked out of the room with a loud cackle. I frowned, still blushing as I pulled on some briefs, as well as a simple pair of black shorts and a white t-shirt. Walking into the kitchen, I saw my mother cooking eggs, while Ryder was chatting to his friends over Skype. I didn't want to know what he was talking about, so I just took a seat.

"What was it you wanted, mom?"

She turned to look at me, a tired look on her face. Our mother was a kind woman, who usually put up with Ryder's antics, unless they upset me. It was upsetting to see her fur all matted and missing some shine. She has had to work late a lot lately, to help provide me and Ryder. And while Ryder has a job, he and mom couldn't afford to support us.

"Morning, Chris. And, well, it's very..."

She stopped, with a sigh, as she placed eggs on a plate for me, placing them in front of me. I began to idly prod the yolk with a fork, until it burst, its golden contents leaking out.

"I have to take a job across state. I want you boys and I to live comfortably, and my boss offered me a promotion. But I have to move across state for it. My food and place is paid for by my boss, and I'll have enough money for you both to live comfortably here."

My heart skipped a beat as I looked up at her. Was she being serious? I stood up quickly, knocking my chair over. Ryder looked over with interest, clearly being shaken up by this also.

"Mom, that's not fair! First, dad left us for..."

I couldn't even finish that sentence, a foul taste left in my mouth from just the thought alone.

"And now you have to leave?"

She sighed softly, nodding. I could see the guilt in her eyes. She clearly didn't want to leave, but, she wasn't doing it to be selfish. She was doing it for me and Ryder.

"I'm sorry, Chris. But, at least you and Ryder can stay here, so you don't have to say goodbye to anyone."

This was a bonus, not having to say goodbye to Tom. I nodded, as she made her way to her bedroom. I looked over curiously.

"Mom? Are you ok?"

She nodded, before she opened the closet next to her bedroom door, pulling out a suitcase. My stomach began to ache. I knew what this meant. She had to leave soon. I quickly ran over.

"M-Mom, let me help."

She smiled at me, nodding as she walked into her room. I followed her in, as Ryder followed me. We sat quietly for an hour, packing mom's clothes into her suitcase. It was as if we all knew that just being quiet and enjoying this moment was better than talking about what was to happen. After we finished her packing, mom got up, picking up the suitcase, her eyes filling with tears.

"Ryder, take care of Chris. Chris, behave, and make sure Ryder stays out of trouble."

Ryder and I looked at each other with a nod. She kissed both of us on the forehead, before she made her way out of the door. And that was it. Silence. With a sigh, I wandered to my room, as Ryder followed.

"I can't believe this, Ryder. She's gone. We didn't get a chance to say a proper goodbye or anything."

Ryder wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I thought she'd never leave..."

I quickly turned my head to look at Ryder. He was...grinning? I shoved him away angrily.

"Don't you care that mom is gone because she wanted us to have a good life?!"

He chuckled, running his hand through his short blond hair. He was chuckling? At a time like this?

"Of course I care, stupid. But, don't you see? This means that I'm in charge. I'm the Alpha dog here."

I really did not like the sound of that. He grinned at me, before he slid his shirt up and off. My brother stood at 6 foot tall, and 200 pounds. He was an athlete, so he was strong and muscular. He had sapphire blue eyes, as well as short blond hair. He crossed his arms over his abs.

"So, I think it's time that...I let you in on a little something, Chrissy boy."

I stepped back as he unzipped his pants. What was he doing?

"I bet you've been wondering how I, Ryder Saunders, have no girlfriend. Well, as an Alpha dog, I imprint on someone. Someone who is conditioned to be my mate for life. My perfect Beta."

He took a step forward, causing me to take another step back. I was up against the wall now.

"I imprinted quite young on someone. Which is strange. I am destined to have a large pack, with a beautiful Beta to be by my side. Someone who can keep me happy."

I learned during my school years that Alphas are very rare. And when they are birthed, they are born with a mark of an Alpha. A crown shaped birthmark on their body. Big brother Ryder has one on the palm of his left hand. When an Alpha grows to the age of 24, they have amazing leadership skills, as well as being given their own pack home if they do not have one.

"And when I was 4 years old, visiting mom at the hospital, I saw my perfect Beta, and I imprinted on them. The most beautiful specimen in the world."

I gulped softly, as his pants landed around his ankles, leaving him in his bulging underwear. I blushed. I've always had a weakness for bulging underwear. He wrapped an arm around my waist, before he leaned in close. I could feel his warm breath against my lips.

"And my Beta, out of the billions of people on this planet, is you, Chris."

He pushed his lips to mine. I wanted to pull away, get away from this. But, I just couldn't. This was too amazing. It felt right. I wrapped my arms around his waist, before kissing him back. He stuffed his tongue into my mouth, letting me suck on it softly. After a moment of this, I went wide-eyed, as if I just realized what I was doing. I shoved him away, blushing.

"R-Ryder, this is wrong! A-Alphas can't imprint on siblings."

Ryder just chuckled, before he stroked my bangs from my face, planting another soft kiss on my lips. He then opened his bedroom door. I looked into it, before stepping in, looking around. It was the biggest bedroom in the place, with a large king-sized bed, a gaming system and a large TV.

"You'll be staying in my room with me from now on, my dear."

I turned to look up at Ryder. I don't know why, but his voice sounded soft, yet dominant, and very easy on the ears. I looked at the clock on his bedside table. It said today was the 14th of March. I looked up at Ryder.

"Happy birthday, Ryder."

He smiled, stroking over my rump as he wrapped his arms around me. He kissed me gently, something I was getting very comfortable with. He lifted my shirt up and off of me.

"I would like a birthday present from you, Chrissy boy."

I bite my lips. I hadn't gotten him anything. I watched as my shirt came off, before I kicked my shorts off. He climbed onto the bed, stroking his bulging underwear. Gods, he looked so perfect.

"And don't worry if you haven't gotten me anything. I know how you can make it up to me."

I smiled, tail wagging as I climbed onto the bed. He spread his legs a little, making that bulge all the more obvious. I leaned down, kissing the bulge gently. He then reached down, tearing my briefs from me. I blushed as my own cock and balls flopped out.

"Aw, baby bro has an erection."

I giggled, blushing. What was happening? This felt so wrong to be doing. But I wanted to keep doing it. I slid his boxers down, as his large cock and balls flopped out. I gasped, before I shook my head. "W-Wait. What about Tom? I still love him!"

Ryder was sensing his grasp on me was slipping. He growled as he shoved my head down, so my nose was buried in his balls.

"You don't need that stupid fox. All you want is your big brother. To be his perfect Beta. Isn't that right?"

I tried to argue with him, but his musk was pretty strong. And even if I wanted to argue, my face was jammed against his balls. The thought about arguing with Ryder was leaving me as his musk left me eager for him.

"Y-Yes, Ryder. Only yours."

He let go of my head. He smiled softly. He then gently pulled me onto him, before he pushed my butt against his cock. He grinned softly at me, before kissing me.

"Hey, brother, do you know what my favourite thing in the world is?"

I looked up at him, confused as I stroked over his chest gently. I shook my head slowly as I tilted my head.

"Your perfect boy ass."

He slammed his hips up, impaling my ass on his cock. I moaned out loudly, arching my back as he slowly thrusted, grinding his cock in and out of me. He stroked my hair gently.

"Damn, brother. Didn't any of your boyfriends take your virginity?"

I blushed, looking down. They hadn't actually. I was saving it for that perfect someone. And since Tom and I were doing great, it was going to be his, but now, well, it belongs to Ryder now. He stroked slowly, almost sensually down my back, before he placed his hands on my ass, grasping them as he thrusted in and out of them.

"Aw, damn, brother. That's a shame. Well, at least your big bro has you covered."

He kissed me deeply, pushing his tongue back into my mouth. I sucked on his tongue, kissing him back deeply as I stroked his sides lovingly. He was being more affectionate than usual. This felt all really amazing. I smiled into the kiss as Ryder bounced me on his cock, showing me that I was his. He broke the kiss, leaving a trail of saliva connecting our lips as I sigh happily, tail wagging.

"Big bro, I wanna be your Beta boyfriend."

Ryder chuckled as continued thrusting. I felt something sticky fill my rear, but it didn't feel like he was finished. It must be his pre cum.

"Oh, brother, when I cum in you, you will be marked as mine."

I panted happily as I slowly began to bounce myself on his cock. He groaned happily, his tail coiling around mine as he licked up my belly. I shivered in delight, causing me to spurt cum up his belly. He chuckled softly.

"Aw, so cute, little brother."

He then leaned up, biting my neck gently, before he whispered to me.

"This is how a real man cums though, baby brother."

And with that, he started bucking wildly in and out of my hole, before he howled at the ceiling. I couldn't help but howl with him. As we both howled, cum began spurting into my tight virgin hole. But it didn't stop. Minutes went by as brother shot his load into me, making my stomach slowly swell up. He gripped my belly, grinning as he sighed, his bucking slowing to a stop as his cum stopped. I was left looking like I was 9 months pregnant with twins.

"F-Fuck, Ryder. Why you always gotta ruin my image?"

I giggled weakly as he smiled up at me. He pulled his cock out of me as my belly slowly shrunk, as his cum leaked out onto his bed, soaking it with his cum. I sighed happily, standing up to examine the rather large, impressive puddle. I laid back down with Ryder, cuddling up to him as I stroked over his chest. He wrapped an arm around me, kissing me gently as he chuckled.

"Do you want to call Tom and tell him the great news?"

I went pale as my heart dropped. I had to tell Tom that I couldn't be with him anymore. This feeling hurt immensely. I still loved Tom, and wanted to be with him, but I wanted to be with big brother more. I nodded quietly as he handed me his phone. I slowly dialled Tom's number.

"Hello?"

I gulped softly.

"Hey, Tom, it's me, Chris."

"Oh, hey, gorgeous! How're you?"

I whimpered, looking at Ryder weakly. I didn't want to do this. And he sensed that. He took the phone from me.

"Sorry, bro, but Chris is mine now."

I gasped, punching Ryder's arm as he grinned. I could hear loud yelling and insults coming from the phone as Ryder hung up. I whimpered a little more as he held me.

"It's fine, brother. You're my little boyfriend now. Isn't that great?!"

I nodded a little, smiling weakly as I snuggled close to Ryder. I guess it was pretty great. But it hurt, thinking about betraying Tom like that, and just...acting natural with a new boyfriend. He sensed my sadness, giving me a loving lick on the lips.

"Cheer up, babe. You'll be fine."

I smiled a little more, before I got up. I needed to go shower. I felt a little gross. Ryder got up, holding my hand as he grinned. He wanted to join me, it seemed. I nodded at him, as we climbed into the shower. As soon as we got in, he turned on the warm water. Before long, he spun me around, pinning my chest against the wall. I could hear him sink to his knees. I wondered what he was doing, before I felt his tongue jab at my hole. I groaned in delight as he licked and kissed at my hole. He was obviously enjoying himself as he was growling happily behind me. I groaned happily, soon leaking pre cum from my cock.

"B-Brother, you're so amazing! K-Keep going, please."

He complied, pushing his tongue deeper, rimming me deeply. I thrusted the air in delight, before I spurted my load against the shower wall. Ryder stood up, kissing my neck as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you, my beautiful Beta."

I panted, spinning so I faced him, the water running down us, as I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I love you too, my amazing Alpha."

And that was only the start of the fun. So much more amazing stuff followed, but that is for another time. I will update my blog once I have pleasured my big brother. See you soon, guys! ;)