Ribbon - Chapter 5

#5 of ribbon chapter 5 of 10. content warning: transphobia, homophobia. **memory 7** i felt compelled to do it, but it was more than that. i wanted to do it, for my own sake.

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Ribbon - Chapter 10

#10 of ribbon chapter 10 of 10. **memory 11** moving on is more than a decision, it's a process. i'm willing to admit i've been a mess. at first it felt a crawl. the seconds stretched and distorted until time itself was unrecognizable.

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Ribbon - Chapter 8

"ribbon - oh hell - ribbon, are you serious?" now she was the one close to tears. or, rather, we both were. "of course i'm serious sophie. bluebird. please, let me learn, let me improve. let me in. tell me what i'm missing.

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Sylveon just wanna have fun~

I know because there's instant swooning of how cute she is from random tables, as she starts to 'play', pawing at her own ribbons, then my hand, then, wrapping a ribbon around my wrist, she make my hand paw at her ribbon too. 'oh, so sweet!'

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Ribbon - Chapter 7

Live and real and talking to ribbon, to me. it's you. it's really you. you have no idea how that makes me feel, not yet. you will, you're talking to me right now after all. "hey," you say. your tone casual, low-key. "is this ribbon?"

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Ribbon - Chapter 6

#6 of ribbon chapter 6 of 10. **moment 3** we hit the liquor harder than we thought. i'm sloppy and soft, melting all over him, in rapid decay like an ice sculpture outside on a hot day. i'm drenching him in me, of course i am, why wouldn't i be?

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Ribbon - Chapter 9

He said but ribbon, just because you've made mistakes doesn't make you a bad person. just because you keep making mistakes doesn't make you worthless. it's cliché, he said, but we all make mistakes.

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Ribbon - Chapter 2

#2 of ribbon chapter 2 of 10 **memory 4** final year. exam season. it all happened so quickly. i'd added bluebird back on furbook a few months prior. he accepted, which surprised me, pleasantly. he was doing alright.

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Ribbon - Chapter 4

**Memory 6** I moved away from Simone and the others. Not without a word, I'm not that cold, not anymore. I called Simone, said I was sorry, said I'd pay my part for the next month, said I was going through some shit and needed to restructure...

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A Tease Too Far

She turns to look around the empty living room, her ribbons twitching. "grace and andy are off to a tournament this weekend. nobody's home." all of her ribbons stop moving, and there's silence.

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Ribbon - Chapter 3

#3 of ribbon chapter 3 of 10 content warning: transphobia. **memory 5** in the end i scraped a passing grade. bluebird changed her name. her legal name, i mean. she was sophie now, though i couldn't help but think of her as blue.

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