Recovery Efforts (Part 1)

A weeks after that, i'm fucked up on valium, laying on a table without my pants, while a nurse shaves a patch off of my sheath and balls.

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Testimony of a Killer- Chapter 3

It was the least i could do before getting into his pants, if i had him take some valium or lithium or something. \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\

Possession - Part Two: Coran's Choice

"mother has a small bottle of valium that she keeps to keep her nerves calm. a pill each put them out like babies. now let us return home before they come to their senses."

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Claude and Viktor

He's found a few valiums left from when jonas gave them to me before and i take one. i turn on the tv and i lay down and try to stop crying and relax. i go to sleep when the valium kicks in. i sleep through til morning.

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A Beacon of Change

I'm the kind of person that needs to pop a valium if a stray cat doesn't like me. can you imagine how i'd deal with the sort of catty rejections people get from rich a-holes?"

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Henry and Bull Daddy's Lion

I can't take a sleeping pill or even a valium in case i get called in. i do sleep finally, fitfully and not very restful. and i get up for noon. i check my phone and no messages or texts. i'm glad things slowed down.

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Secret Admirer (M/M) (Pt. 11 of "Under The Devil's Eye")

Sounds like some angry cougar tied you up, knocked you out with some valium and demerol, just like at the dentist. that was oh, a couple of years ago. am i right?" hawk hunted around in his head.

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Charlie and James, Chapter 14 - Making Plans

valium. time-released morphine. penicillin. i set down the last bottle, and reach for a long tube of some sort of gel laying down next to them. prescription-only burn ointment. ten percent novocaine solution... goddamn...

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Then Den: Episode One

And give that kid some valium will ya? _sound of door closing._ marseth: magnus? are you all right? quynn: mmmmh. the poor guy seems to be having an aneurism. magnus: how many of you are in here!?

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Claude gets Lucky 2

I sit and hold him in my lap and i get him to take one of my valiums. lucky looks worried. nigel looks so sad, and i know how hard it is to cope, and he's looking rather rough shod. i start taking nigel's clothes off.

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A Tokyo Bear Part 3

It's too late to take any valium, as i won't get up in time. i drag myself out of bed. and i try to figure out why i cannot sleep. and i start wondering again how many nights kenichi didn't sleep from missing me, and feeling trapped and lonely.

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Sergei and Claude 2

I take a valium and i go to sleep. and in the morning, i eat breakfast at an ihop and i drive home. i get home about noon sunday. i go in and i go to my room. alfred brings me a diet pepsi. "where did you go?" he asks.

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