Al's Stories: Verlorene's Time
#1 of Al's Stories
Verlorene, a half-wolf, is forced to serve her purpose.
I don't remember my past as a pup,but apparently I was born here. According to my scent,I am a half wolf. That's not very rare here,as some of the other half wolves are Clever(Husky wolf female),Domini(Doberman wolf male),Liebend(Akita wolf male)and about 30 more dog wolves,and three coyote-wolves and fox-wolves,with more due to come.The names are in German,one of our many languages spoken.Some hunters found me near their area as a pup,and all the rest that I remember of my pup-hood is meeting the main half-wolf dogs.My name is Verlorene,it means lost soul in German.
1
I lifted my head from my leaf bed.I immediately thought of how lucky I was to have this bed.In our pack of 300+ wolves,to get a leaf bed,you had to have a rank of at least 75 or less.I got up and did a large stretch.I was eight months old today. I walked around outside to rid the sleepiness of waking up.I happened to see..What's her name?Liebhabera and Finden attempting a successful Paarung(mating).Kameraden(s),or mate(s) usually try mating in early morning or late at night,to prevent other males from finding an interest in their Kameraden.The Kumpel,or male mate usually tries mating as fast and early(in heat) as possible,because other males may still mate with the female. They say the goal of a wolf is to pass on their generation.In my opinion,no it is not. I just walked past them.Its not weird to see wolves Paarung.In fact,you may see it about ten times a month. I saw my buddy Clever,a smart half-wolf.I felt comfortable around her because she was understanding and soft-speaking.We were young wolves,in Schule.It means school,where we picked it up from dogs who used to live with little humans(Yes,14 dogs live here).We learn how to hunt efficiently,avoiding humans and other vicious predators.There is more to learn. As I approached Clever,Liebend was seen talking to her.Both are my friends,they are older than me,and are not learning anymore.They are on their quests for a mate. "Hey guys,did you find a mate yet?You guys seem to be talking excitedly." "No..we were talking about...Führer(Alpha male)",Liebend said,seeming to jump out of his skin when he saw me. "About his expecting Kameraden,Taube",said Clever. "She's pretty nice,but she became more aggressive due to pregnancy.",I informed. "Jeez,I never want to become pregnant.But,y'know,when you're in heat,you feel an urge to.." I noticed Liebend looking away awkwardly. "Uh,me neither,but Liebend is here.We're making him uncomfortable.",I whispered at the second sentence. "Well,we should wait for you to go to schule.It begins in one stunde(hour)",Liebend said.We lay down,appreciating the rays of the sun and waiting for the call of the crow,who tells you when schule starts. I almost fell asleep after a long time of laying down. I was startled by the caws of the crow.I stretched as I got up,and I said bye to my friends. The image of a large den popped up,the schule den was one of the largest dens,besides the Kindergarten (nursing) and Alpha den. Since I was eight months,I started my last four months of doggy Mittelschule. Each Klasse(grade) lasts two months.
I was with nine others.
(W)Wolf (D)Dog (WD)Wolf-dog (C)Coyote (CD)Coyote-dog (CW)Coyote-wolf (F)Fox (FD)Fox-dog (FW)Fox-wolf (M)Male (F)Female (Z)Deaf,Blind,etc
Devvy(W)(M) Rudy(FD)(M) Lars(W)(M) Chicken(D)(M) Fly(W)(M) Chic(W)(F) Lizzi(W)(F) Palzti(CD)(F) Verlorene(WD)(F) Yunda(W)(F)
I was really interested in the fox-dog and coyote-dog because I've never seen one,believe it or not.
We were learning about..heats in females.I knew a lot about them already,though. For our last klasse,we had to learn about living as an adult "wolf". Skip three hours,after the lesson.I had actually made many friends that day,like Palzti,Chicken,Rudy,and Lizzy.I don't like Lars because he is too rude. He's not rude rude,but just disrespectful.He is friends with all the boys except Rudy,and Chicken a little too.He hits on Chic,Lizzi,and Yunda at the same time. This is pretty common,as males try to find a mate before they reach adulthood. As I trotted away from the den,Domini teased me by nipping me harshly,then laughing.I hated the higher ranks bullying others,but I couldn't fight back as he was higher ranked.
The Rank System
1 |Alpha Führer(M) 2|Alpha Taube(F) 3|Beta Leeren(M) 4|Clever(F)(Hunter) 5|Domini(M)(Hunter) ... 40|Verlorene(F)(Juvenile) 41|Streugut(M) 42|Liebend(M) 43|Devvy(M)(Juvenile) ... 99|Sonderling(M)(Dog) ... 352|Letzter(M)(Omega)(Juvenile)
(Letzter is the last rank)
I ignored him as if he was the sun shining in my face while hunting. Domini got mad by this,and He then pushed me into the water. My friends Clever and Liebend came to the rescue.Clever growled,"Know your place weakling!" Domini shook throughout,but managed to put on a brave face."Ah,überlegen(superior),I was just heading out." Clever viciously stood over him as he was in a submissive position."And I'm sure you won't be back causing trouble,eh?You know it's also my job to report troublemakers to my friend the Alpha.Maybe you'll get deranked." At that,Domini began to cower noticeably,and the other wolves began to watch as the pack bully,and most aggressive began to cower under another wolf.Domini,seeing the attention he had brought,began to get up.Clever allowed for him to get away. "Your personality can really change,Clever.We were just playing.",I barked. "I'm tired of hearing you say that",Clever barked loudly,"You say that everyday,you have new bloody marks--everyday!" My tail went under."I--I'm leaving",I said. I saw Liebend in the corner of my eye.I had forgotten he was here. It had just begun raining. Tomorrow would be a new day.
...
I woke abruptly.
I had a weird dream, but I had forgotton the details. Shaking my head, I opened my eyes and stepped out of my small den. The light enveloped my body, and it hurt my eyes. I looked up at the sky to determine the time.
'' 'Sup '', barked a dog, whose voice I immediately recognized. My guard went up, I turned around quickly from my reflexes, my gut twisted in fear and the anticipation of an instinctual flight or fight response. In my eyes I saw Domini, growling with a smirk. My ears lowered and my teeth showed. '' Hey, calm down. I wont hurt you. '', he said, but I didn't move an inch.
'' Well then, lets fight. '', he barked, growling. I knew he was no good. I was smaller than a normal wolf, but how I fought made up for it. I quickly crouched, knowing how he fights and that he would lunge up at me from the air. Expectedly, he jumped, and as I saw his belly area, I pushed my head up, hitting him in his stomach and crotch. He fell wincing in unbearable pain and anger.
I finally realized what I had done, I had just fought a higher rank. I fled from the scene, heart beating faster than my paws on the ground. I ran throughout my territory, out of my territory, then, into my own confusion. I was extremely fatigued, dropping onto the ground out of will, my body gasping in as much air as possible. I was in the middle of nowhere, but I'd still be able to track my scent back to home. As soon as I rest.
...
'' Wake up, Verlorene. '', a voice softly barked. I woke up to see Liebend standing over me. Seeing my eyes open, he looked over at Clever, who sat a short distance away. She instantly got up and loomed over me too. I quickly sat upright and blinked my adjusting eyes. Liebend's face was curious, but Clever's face was stern, '' What happened to you! We had to drag you back here for a few miles! Why'd you go into enemy territory? You've worried us! ''
My lungs still hurt as I mumbled, '' Fight.. Den.. Run.. Here.. '' I thought a few words would make them understand, as my lungs squeezed with every word. They both answered with a '' What?! ''
I gasped in air as I passed out for the second time.
...
Only this time, it was night, and it was calm and most of the pack slept. The pain in my lungs had dulled to the point where it only and barely hurted when I took a big breath of air. I walked out of Clever's den, walking until I was under the lonely willow tree, which was only accompanied by a large pond which no wolf had drank from. To my surprise, on the other end was another dog, a wolf-dog. It lapped from the pond silently before dipping it's right front paw in, then retreating it. It then looked up, and it barked, rather growled, '' Who are you? ''
I jumped at the introduction he gave me, '' Eh.. Verlorene ''
At that name, he growled, hovering over me so I could see his face clearly. It was the Doberman-wolf, Domini. He growled, '' Its you, pest. ''
I whimpered as he continued, '' I swore I would get revenge on you, but the sun is beginning to peek out. Leave.. Leave now. ''
And I wasted no time, quickly scrambling up and running into my den. I sat there, thinking as the sun finally rose up into the center of the sky. I dared to venture out of my den, meeting the faces of Liebend and Clever, '' Oh, we were just going to go over to your den, what happened? '', Clever asked. '' Sorry, I just saw a rabbit and chased it, but soon I realized I was lost and collapsed due to fatigue '', I said, only half lying. '' Oh '', Liebend said, '' we thought something bad had happened. ''
'' Well, '', I laughed awkwardly, '' nothing bad here, I was only tired, ha.. ''
'' Well, Liebend. Do you mind catching food for a second? We all haven't eaten since Verlorene left. '' Liebend was overexcieted to do so, '' Sure '', he barked, running off into the woods. We watched him run until we couldn't see him anymore. '' So, what'd you want to talk about? '', I asked Clever, '' You didn't send him off for no reason at all ''
'' Well.. '' Clever said. '' Did you remember five weeks ago? ''
I winced.
-------- Five Weeks Ago ---------
A weird smell was coming from Clever, metallic and sweet. '' What is it, the smell? '', I asked her. '' Its a heat. I'm in heat. Male dogs will find me more attractive and hang around me more, and my chance of finding a mate. Only female dogs go in heat, because they can become pregnant if they are mated with in heat. ''
'' Oh, why dont males go in heat? ''
'' Females are made to have pups, or offspring. It is the meaning of life. One day, you'll understand and have puppies too. ''
'' Ew! Yuck! ''
'' Like I said, you'll understand one day. ''
I just walked away from her with pure disgust. I didn't like the fact that males dont go through heat, and females had to carry offspring, but it was a fact. Nothing could change that.
-------------------- Later That Day --------------------------
I was approaching Liebend's den, ready to tell what I had just learned to the two year old. The den was quiet as I approached, a fat weasel in my mouth to show off. I set it on side of the den, noticing that it was quiet, quiet other than the sounds of panting.
Curious, I looked in. I looked in to see Liebend.
And Clever.
They were butt to butt, and, seeing me, the lovers tugged against eachother. It was as if they were locked together. After no more than five seconds of that, Clever stopped pulling, panted for a while, and said, '' D- don't look, Verl! ''
I didn't even understand what was happening, so I simply asked, '' Whats going on? '' As I continued to stare at them. Liebend took over, saying, '' We're breeding. Clever was in heat and had no mate to breed with, so we bred. ''
Clever gasped, '' Liebend! Don't tell her all that! ''
They argued, '' She's bound to go into heat one day! She'll have to breed one day, so why hide it from her? '', Liebend barked.
'' Liebend, get out. '', Clever said. I may have not known what she meant at the time, but I watched. It was my first time witnessing a Paarung, so I just watched.
'' Do you think I can? No. '', Liebend argued.
'' Fine, just.. Go somewhere else, Verlorene '', Clever sighed. I scrambled to leave, forgetting the fat weasel on my way out.
'' Yes, what about it? '', I asked.
'' Well, Verlorene. '', She began.
'' What? '', I asked.
'' I'm pregnant. ''
'' What, thats horrible! '', I cried.
'' Verlorene, you should know why by now ''
'' Does Liebend know? ''
'' Of course he does, we mated in the prime of my heat. ''
'' I don't know what that means, but okay. You're like a mother to me, I dont want others running around! ''
'' It wont be that bad, trust me ''
'' Yeah, it wont be that bad, because it'll be worse! ''
'' You'll have to deal with it, Verlorene. and telling by your age, your heat should be approaching soon. ''
'' I'll have puppies? No. ''
'' No, you wont have puppies during your first heat, most likely, because it'll be suppressed by the alpha. ''
'' I hate it, I hate you, I hate puppies, and I hate life '', was all that I said, before walking away.
I then considered my life choices under the willow tree. The willow tree was like a friend to me, consoling me in my time of need. It comforted me to the point of where I begun to feel sleepy.
...
Its been two weeks since that arguement with Clever. Her belly was swollen to the point where it went out more than her chest. It looked flat, but round at the same time. Her teats grew four times bigger.
I had my heat the day after my and Clever's arguement, and now, I regret it. It itches, and sitting on even the tiniest piece of grass is pleasure. Your vulva is swollen, it burns, you have the urge to mate every minute, and not to help that side effect, males swarm around you at all times, ready to mate if you are.
I haven't seen Domini since the willow tree, and all the pack talks about now is Taube's puppies, due to come any day now.
'Life was going downhill for me at that time'
That wasn't even the worst part about it, it was what would soon happen next.
Carrying a large, male deer in my mouth, I trotted up to Taube, giving it to her quickly and speed-walking away. She barked, '' Stop. ''
I turned around, puzzled. '' Whats up? '', I asked.
'' You've been catching large prey ever since we've allowed you to hunt, you've never failed a hunt, and almost always come back with large prey. ''Feeling confident, I said, '' Yeah, and..? ''
'' You're the fastest dog here, I've seen you run, you're agile,too. Hunting a deer, you effortlessly weaved between trees, jumped branches and bushes, ducked low branches, and continued to do so for minutes. You tired out the deer, but what amazed me most was when you jumped up onto the branch of a nearby tree, a tall one. Once you were on it, you leapt down at the deer and expertly aimed at it's neck, killing it in an instant. I'm not the only hot topic around here. ''
I didn't remember that, but then again, I never remember my moves when hunting. All that I know is that all of my moves were inherited. '' Yes, I inherited them from one of my parents. '', I said.
Taube smiled, '' I can't wait 'till you mate. '' Those words captured my attention, '' Oh no, I'm not mating, I'm not interested in that. '' Taube cocked her head, '' But the whole pack is depending on you, they expect you to mate with our strongest male in the pack and create strong puppies. They even planned who. ''
I've never heard such in my life, '' What? Tell them.. nevermind. And who IS this dog? ''
'' He has more moves than you, but since you don't want to mate anyways, it doesn't matter. I should tell them. ''
'' What do you mean? ''
'' You have to mate, its every female's purpose. ''
Disrespectful, yes, but I walked away from the alpha.
As soon as I got into my den, males approached me, asking questions. Ones of mating and about who I initially was to mate with. Clever approached my den, and they growled at her, even nipping at her. I was so angry, I didn't ask for their company, so I sent them out and talked to Clever.
All she did was talk about puppies until the sun began to go down. I watched as she left my den.
Weirdly, no wolf was awake, not even a fox, dog, coyote, or a mix of them. The territory was silent, nobody was on patrol or hunting. Completely silent. Weird.
I stared out into the nothingness of night as I thought. The more I thought, the more uncomfortable I became. I decided to consult the willow tree, sitting under it and lapping from the glimmering, cold water. I lapped silently at it, the water was always cold, even in the summer. After I finished drinking the water, I lie under the tree, continuing my thinking.
_ SNAP! _
My ears perked up, and I looked behind me. There, I saw the year old Doberman-wolf, Domini. My heart jumped.
His black lips curled back to show his teeth, with a stain of blood on them. '' I told you not to come back here, dog. '' I cowered for a second, then stood up to growl back, '' You're not taking my place away from me! ''
Taken aback, he took a step back, sniffing, and seeming to think for a second, before taking a few steps forward and saying, '' Verlorene, I've always loved you, and now, I can show it. ''
Now I was the one taken aback, stepping back every time he stepped forward, but his steps were larger than mine, and he got closer. I slipped over the edge of the pond, allowing him to stand over me. '' You smell so nice today, ugh! ''
'' Stop! What do you mean? '', I asked.
He allowed for me to get up, then he jumped onto my back, mounting me. '' Wait, whats going on? '', I asked again. '' I'm done watching you, teasing you, its time me and you had fun for once. '', he whispered. I felt something wet poking my fur. I was terrified, not knowing what it was at the time.
'' I don't understand! I'm not having fun! What are you doing! '', I barked. Domini said, '' Quiet, You'll see what I'm doing soon ''
Then I realized. He was going to put his cock in me. I pulled against him, or at least tried to. His strong legs pinned me into place as he searched for my vulva. I continued struggling to no avail, but then I felt the wet thing on my vulva. It felt nice, and I battled instinctual moans, '' Stop! '', I growled. He didn't speak, preparing to thrust into my virgin vulva.
He thrust into my smaller body with great force, instantly taking my virginity and causing pain. He wasted no time, thrusting into me quickly, racking my body forwards and backwards with every thrust. He wrapped his paws around my hips, as his own hips worked their way into me. The virgin had such eagerness, as he pulled in and out with a grunt.
I still tried to push forwards and out of him, but his paws pushed me further onto his cock as he pushed into me. '' Iloveyousomuch, Verlorene '', he said between pants. '' S- stop '', was all I managed to mutter out as waves of pleasure rushed over me, then replaced with those of pain. As for Domini, he was in heaven! Thrusting faster into my vagina, which wrapped around his cock, sucking him in painfully as his cock felt bigger with every few thrusts.
'' What's happening? '', I asked as he continued thrusting. All he did was laugh as he pounded faster and with more anticipation. As he got faster, the SLAP! SLAP! SLAP! of his balls grew louder, and it rung in my ears. His cock throbbed inside of me, and it was then I noticed what would probably happen, long term.
'' Wait, Domini. Stop! I'll definitely get pregnant if you continue! '', I cried. '' Chill '', he said, '' you won't get pregnant from this. '' with a somewhat nonchalant expression. He ignored my pleas and cries for him to stop, getting faster. At that point I had stopped talking.
Now his cock had swollen to the point of where he had to strain to push it in and out a little. He had begun moaning a soft '' ah.. '' or '' ..ah! '' inbetween every few thrusts. My cunt was bulging around him as he grew, stretching wide but wrapped tightly around his dick.
At this point, I realized. He wasn't going to get out of me until his cum covered my womb. The tip of his cock was at the entrance to my womb at this point, going deeper into it. It grinded up against my walls, not stopping for a second.
His cock had begun dripping precum at this point, it was hot. I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes. I wished it would stop, my vulva began sucking him in even more, and even as I cried, he mercilessly kept on humping.
His cock now grew to the point of a fist, and Domini stopped humping, but only for a split second, before shouting, '' It's coming, bitch! '' He then pushed his large knot into me painfully, where my vagina betrayed me, helping his knot by sucking him in even harder. This helped, and his knot went into me, and I felt stuffed, as if a softball was in me. I snapped back into reality, oh no. '' Oh god '', I cried.
Then I realized that at this point, there was nothing anyone could do for me. To prove this, his cock erupted, sending five large, thick, and long splurts of his cum. He said nothing, lost in none but his own pleasure. I whined loudly for another time. He dumped his nuts into my womb. His cock mercilessly shot load after load into it. Loud eruptions went well into my unprotected, fertile womb. Once again, my cunt betrayed my, sucking up every last drop of his cum, even if I didn't want it. I could feel it seep deeper, as my rump was in the air hanging off of his cock now, as he finally let go of my hips.
As we went butt to butt, he said, '' Oh yeah.. you are such a good girl.. ''
We stayed in this intimate doggy position for a few minutes, before his cock softened. An hour after that, I knew it would be able to easily slip out, but I was too scared to pull it out of me for the past thirty minutes. Domini then pulled his muscular cock out, and I looked behind me, seeing what had forced itself inside of me. It was a red-pink lond thing, still thick.
Domini looked over his shoulder at me, forcing me to stare into his dark blue eyes, '' Thanks for the night, babe '', and walked away, the sound of his pawsteps fading away as was his shadow.
Not a drop seeped out.
I curled up and cried under the willow tree as it's leaves hugged me, which tried to console me, but it couldn't do anything. I went back to my den, and cried myself to sleep.
...
It was just a dream, a bad one.
I walked out of my den to see a large crowd of wolves surrounding something. Even Liebend and Clever were there. '' Whats going on? '', I asked pushing through the crowd.
Finally at the front, I witnessed Taube with her three pups. They all looked like her, except for the male who looked like his own offspring. '' Let Verlorene see the pups '', Taube barked at Führer and the rest of the pack. I was stunned, resisting for a few seconds, but then going up to her, and sniffing one of her pups.
I then licked it, the only male pup. '' What'd you like to name him, Verlorene? ''
I took one look at him.
'' Leisten ''
Taube smiled, barking, '' Verlorene said she'd love to help the pack by bearing puppies ''
My ears went flat, but I still smiled back. Where'd she get that from? My friends, Liebend and Clever gave me a weird look as I slowly walked by. They knew me better than that. As I approached my den, I thought, ' Like I would have puppies! '
It was then I felt cum going deeper into my womb. ' It wasn't a dream ' , I thought before pacing around. My life would be ruined. '' Verlorene, what are you doing? '', Clever asked me, Liebend at her side.
Liebend growled, '' Is it really true, are you actually going to have puppies? Let a male hump his way in- '' Clever nipped his ear, sending him yelping and then standing upright. Clever barked, '' Are you going to actually contribute to this pack and have offspring, bearing your and the strongest male dog's pups? ''
I hated it, the way she worded that question and the fact that she was even asking it in the first place, '' No! I don't! Its a lie, I'm never having puppies, they only ruin your life and waste your time! Just.. just go away guys.. ''
They obediently walked away, not saying a word, but faces in shock as they looked at me, then eachother, as they left. I sighed, enjoying the silence and the ability to think clearly now. That didn't last long though, like many other things in my life, because Domini walked in.
My fur bristled and I lay flat on my stomach as he strutted into my den. '' Hey babe, fun night eh? ''
He may've had fun, but I for one didn't. '' You know what this means right?! '', I barked, '' I could be pregnant! ''
'' You ain't pregnant.. I know you're not ''
'' You can't deny it, I was in heat. Lord, I hope I'm not, but I could be, and there may be a chance- ''
'' That's bullsh*t, I'm.. I'm out. ''
And with those words, he left, his stubby tail in the air. I never cry, never, but as soon as he left, I cried silently as I had done the night before. I knew that now, Domini was probably out with his three friends, or ' gang ' , terrorizing others in our pack and hurting others.
The sun lowered, and I felt that strange feeling in my womb again. I then realized it could be his disgusting sperm mixing with my eggs, creating his disgusting pups, because they would definitely NOT be mine, even if it was another dog the father.
I needed to get my mind on something else, I hated the thought of reproduction. I had genophobia , philophobia and tokophobia. I lay my head down.
...
I woke up a few hours later near night to barking. I stepped out of the den, where I saw Domini and another wolf, Mürrisch, on the brisk of fighting. Their faces were red with anger, and Domini was up in his face. For a second, Domini turned his head to look at me, before continuing to his fight with a renewed energy. Most of the pack was there, keeping a distance but still close. I sat, watching from my spot.
Mürrisch lunged at Domini, but he hopped onto his back, throwing him down and grabbing him by one of his hind legs. The year-old Doberman-wolf fought the one year old timber wolf with no mercy. Mürrisch was in his klasse, and many of his and my Mitschüler(s) watched.
He swung him by his legs, and I swore I heard a CRACK! , but Domini kept swinging the poor wolf as if he was a doggy toy. '' Okay! Okay! '', the wolf cried, '' Stop! '' Domini threw him to the ground by his leg, ripping both his soft ears slowly and painfully as he cried out, then grabbing him by his front paw and hurling him into a nearby tree.
Mitschüler was still alive, but didn't try to speak or even get up. '' Nobody tells me what to do '', he barked, walking towards Mitschüler and placing a paw on his body. His eyes then grazed over the people watching him before they landed on me. He then proceeded to walk over to me in front of the whole pack.
He gave me a lick, whispering, '' You better not be. '' before walking away with his tail in the air, as always. I swore I saw Verlangen, a bitch in heat and the mate of Wühlmaus, stare right at his balls. If she wanted him so bad, I would've gladly made it her who was mated to by Domini, and not me. Verlangen then looked at me with jealousy. Uh oh. The whole pack stared at me, I didn't come here to draw attention. I scrambled back into my den.
I laid my head onto my paws again, wondering why there was so much drama the past month and a half.
But I didn't know that there would be way more drama coming.