Poem: The Floor
#7 of 2021 mental health crisis a joke of a poem "i'd read one even if you wrote about the floor!" that suddenly got serious! o.o; written on and trod on and walked on and stepped, crying for all the wrong reasons.
Poem: Being Seen
#4 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about my mom refusing to see me as the person i am. not being seen, by others. not being seen, alone. not being seen, forever. not being seen, alone. not being seen, i worry. not being seen, i tear.
Poem: Just Now
#8 of 2021 mental health crisis wrote this on a lark when a friend complained that i did everything "just now" with my poem writing. :p this moment is precious. this moment is peace. this moment is hope, and kindness, and light.
Poem: Compliments
#14 of 2021 mental health crisis i never feel them, even though i wish i could. compliments are bouncing off, compliments, unheard, compliments that shake our mind and threaten our whole world.
Tall Grass Part 4
January 2021. i've put together the last text-parts. of course, the story isn't over, but thats my last ideas for the story till now. i will continue with new content when i'm clear about what exactly will happen next (action, danger, violence etc...).
Poem: Madness
#12 of 2021 mental health crisis a poem that's just a little bit crazy. :d madness is wonderful and madness is kind; madness is terrible, and madness is mine.
Poem: Horses
#15 of 2021 mental health crisis i had a therapy encounter with horses the other day and got to walk a miniature one around campus. i don't know how to read them though, so they did most of the work!
Poem: The Sea
#10 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about damage again. the body remembers; the soul forgets; she cannot withstand the pain. she cannot protect; can't even remember; her very own special name.
Poem: Slippery Crying
#16 of 2021 mental health crisis wires and tightropes and catches oh my, my heart can't withstand the pain; wires and tightropes and things i despise, my mind can't withstand the rain.
Given Bliss
For what's given and what i give, live do i original date: setember 7, 2021
Poem: Dakota
#9 of 2021 mental health crisis just a poem about someone i love. :) my little spark of madness, my little spark of joy, my little-bigger dragon, who knows not yet the sky.
Toni's Diary Entry #3 - Sleepless in Ohio
Mcalister march 16th, 2021 -march 24th, 2021