Spending Time

At least it sounds better than wallowing in my own self-loathing until brandon gets home. "i'll be right back." she said jumping up from the couch.

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Falling

self-loathing began. how could i do this to him? how could i be the one to force him to face a death in his life? i couldn't do this!

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Tales from a Forsaken Land - Another Tale - Part 1

Full of pity and self-loathing. he found himself in a cave of isolation with walls of shame and a roof of low self esteem. he started falling. isolating himself and becoming more quiet and introverted. started pushing people away.

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Just another High School Story (1)

A secret that every time he thought of it brought tears to the corner of his eyes and deepened the self loathing he felt for himself. but he wanted to please everyone. be all chummy and friendly.

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The Lead Crown, Chapter 2-6: Thaddius

The wolf felt immediate self-loathing when he realized that he was already hardening within his sheath due to brother maynard's proximity.

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Jon Talbain's long Night

Inside he desperately wanted to know the feel of another person and the warmth that came from having friends but his self-loathing at his curse kept a unbreakable wall of fear rooted deep in his soul.

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The Post-Game

He stood, pacing a little, redirecting his anger towards the intruder who interrupted his self-loathing. "you saw the stallion fucking prodigy ruin both his father's legacy and his school's?"

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Chapter 50: If It Makes You Happy

So by the end of this chapter, kel finally understands why loryn does all these stupid things: out of self-loathing and an earnest need to please his friends. out of love.

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Gotta Blow

It was eeyore, as always, under the crushing weight of self loathing. maybe this time will be different, and tigger will finally cheer up his friend? everyone in the forest would love to see that donkey smile, even the smallest one.

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Serval and Sheep (Chapter 20)

I suppose regardless of how acidic one's self-loathing is, the need to prolong one's existence, no matter how miserable, is always stronger. that doesn't mean i didn't think about it. everyone noticed it, but nobody wanted to mention it.

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Slice of Lex: (Side) Slice of Depression

Lexi had spent what little energy she had left in pure grief, and self loathing. lexi lay back in the bed, her eyes on the ceiling again. "you're not going to tell anyone about this, are you? not my brother, not my mom, anyone?"

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MLTTA ***** Prologue: Gib.

As i sat in the car with the radio blearing some random new pop song, i started to contemplate if i should leave some note in the car, i wasn't a sad or self loathing person, i just felt that i was a failure, too much of a coward to tell people that

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