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Once the bathtub filled up with hot water, I closed the tap and squirted some shower-gel in the tub to create some bubbles... After that, I faced Blain and Samantha who stood there all long, smiling nervously and staring at each other's naked body... But neither of them has taken the initiative to make the first move yet... I suppose the idea was still something to get used to but there was no need to rush things... The night was young and we'd have all the time in the world to make anything happen in our own pace... I stood behind Sam and caressed her waist while kissing her neck... She closed her eyes and sighed quietly when I gently let my hand slip down between her legs while Blain watched it all happen...

'Bath is ready...'

'Okay...'

'Would you and Blain like to go together...? You know, to get a little more familiar with each other...?'

Sam didn't answer just right away but just stared at him with a nervous smile while Blain simply shrugged... I'm sure he'd work his magic on her once the two of them got comfortable enough around each other so I suppose he didn't mind having a bath with her... But Sam bit her lip and averted her eyes instead... She wasn't quite ready for that just yet...

'Would you mind if I'd go with you first, Ceylan...? Y-You know, it's just a whole lot more familiar to me to be with you so...'

'No, of course not... Would you rather take a shower or have a bath with me...?'

'Bath...?'

'Alright...'

I got in the bathtub first and helped Sam to get in as well... I took her hand once she set foot in the bathtub and I let myself down... Spreading my legs, Sam sat down in between them and I clenched my arms around her as I leaned back... I gently rubbed Sam's tummy as we were watching Blain standing there, wondering why he didn't have a say in who'd get to take the bath but he wasn't protesting either... He got into the walk-in shower to set the temperature and opened up the tap... The water came pouring down from the large ceiling mount while he impatiently waited for the water to turn hot... Every once in a while, he stuck out his hand to feel the temperature and after a couple of moments, he finally got in the shower when the water was hot enough for him... With his back facing us, he leaned against the wall and sighed deeply once he let the hot water run over his muscular back... Seeing him standing there kinda made me wish I took the shower instead... But nevertheless, I wasn't exactly complaining either... Looking down, I noticed Sam just kept staring ahead, watching Blain taking a shower...

'You like what you're seeing, Sam...?'

'It feels weird...'

'In a good way...?'

'I suppose...'

'Do tell...'

'I mean, Blain and I have been friends for so long, I never considered him to be anything more than that... And I think he feels the same about me...'

'Sometimes, you just have to see someone in a different light...'

'I've thought about this for a long time but I just never expected it to happen with him...'

'Having a one-night stand, you mean...?'

'Yeah... I could relate to everything you said about having a stranger involved, you know... The idea of sleeping with a guy I hardly know just doesn't feel right to me as well... And that's why I never did, simply because there wasn't anyone I was comfortable enough to experience it with...'

'Until now...'

'I wouldn't say that just yet... I just, ya know, figured I'd see how it all goes, one step at a time...'

'As you definitely should...'

'Hey, Ceylan...?'

'Yeah...?'

'Did things change between you and Blain...? After you first slept together...?'

'It's hard to say...'

'How so...?'

'Blain and I were just teens back then... We weren't thinking too much about it but the older we got, the more we started to question... To me, it feels as if this has always been a part of us and it's been like that ever since... Once he came back from Sercia, we started to ask ourselves what we are to each other... And it eventually led to this very moment...'

'I see...'

'Why'd you ask...?'

'I'm just afraid that it would influence our friendship in the worst way imaginable...'

'I know... But you see, the thing is, Sam, you can't expect it to stay the same if you'd go for it... After tonight, you'll never see him the same way ever again, regardless if you'd go for it or not... But that doesn't necessarily have to be a bad thing... Whether or not we let this influence our friendship is ultimately up to us... It doesn't have to if we don't allow it to happen... All the more reason to be open and honest about everything...'

'Does that include you as well...? Because most people don't like the idea of their partner sleeping with someone else, especially when all involved would know about it...'

'Of course it does... To be open and honest about it is just as important to me as it is to you and Blain... But this isn't about other people anymore, Sam...... This about the three of us now... I want you to be involved in this and do what feels right because I don't have the right to be jealous of you seeing him when Blain allows me to do the same... That's why we have an open relationship... And I'm perfectly fine with it if you want to sleep with him but ultimately, it's up to you whether or not you want this to happen with him...'

'Heh...'

'I know you're nervous about this but so are we... Neither of us are expecting you to have sex with us... I just want you here tonight, sweetheart and be a part of us in whatever way you want to be and not regret it afterwards...'

'I know... I just need some time...'

'I understand...'

'Is it okay if I just hang back and watch you and him first...? Just to see how that would make me feel...?'

'You'd like me and Blain to start off first...?'

'Yeah...?'

'Sure thing...'

Sam and I kept watching Blain through the glass panel taking a shower... It looked like he enjoyed that shower a bit too much, judging his expression... It wasn't that much of a surprise that he did, seeing as standing underneath the large ceiling mount poured hot water down on his entire body made him ever so relaxed and seemed to forgot that Sam and I were there as well... We saw how he washed his hair with shampoo and tilted his head back to rinse it out... Using a washing cloth, he squirted some shower gel on it and rubbed it to foam... When Sam and I continued to watch him clean himself, I got reminded once more that I never got tired of seeing him naked... His discipline in practicing martial arts and working out regularly did wonders to his body and it's hard to imagine that fifteen years ago, he was quite obese... I watched how he changed as the years passed by and the bond I had with him became more intimate... But his dazzling smile and charming personality weren't the only things that did it for me... Sure, someone's personality plays a part in a mutual attraction but it wasn't just mentally, if you know what I mean... Physical attraction is just as important, especially when its sexual in nature and anyone who'd say otherwise is just lying through their teeth... I know I'd be lying if I said otherwise... He was always the kind of guy other women would pine after and because of that, his self-confidence grew, which only made him more attractive... And even though I consider personality an important trait in someone, I couldn't help to appreciate his physical appearance more that evening, when it was all there to see in plain sight... Tight buns, a bulging six-pack, strong arms, broad shoulders and chest... Meaty muscular thighs and calves... While he was washing himself, we saw him from every angle and there never was anything I didn't like about his looks... He's quite tall, standing over two meters in length and only slightly smaller than I am... But everything is nice and proportional in relation to his height and body mass... Especially from the front... I once measured it up, just for fun... It somewhat killed the mood for him that night but I was just curious... I've always described him as "above average" but I suppose having a seven inch erection is more classified as "way above average"... To me, it's the perfect size...

While he was thoroughly washing his penis, it became erect and while seeing his erection was nothing new to me, Sam was quite taken aback by it... Maybe she didn't expect him to be so big or perhaps she was still getting used to seeing him naked... But whatever it was, seeing his erection did something to her... And after watching him for another while, she quietly asked me the question she was probably dieing to know...

'Ceylan...? Can I ask you something...?'

'Yes...?'

'What's he like...? I-In bed I mean...?'

'Hm... He's quite unpredictable...'

'How so...?'

'Depends on the mood he's in, something you can't really predict in advance... Sometimes, he's very sweet, gentle and tender... So loving and caring and wishes for nothing more than to please you...'

'What's the other half of it...?'

'Sometimes, he simply wants to ravage you in every position imaginable...'

'R-Really...? Like, really hard or...?'

'Hm-mm...'

'D-Doesn't that hurt...?'

'No... No, not when you're teasing each other long enough... He gets a little too enthusiastic when we get to the main event... But I love it either way...'

'So if Blain and I would go all the way, do you think that he'd, you know...? Like...'

'I'm sure he'll go easy on you... Unless you'd like it otherwise, I suppose...'

'Heh...'

'Then again, it's quite the tantalizing thought, isn't it...?'

Maybe Sam was already imagining certain things after that... Perhaps she could already imagine herself lying underneath him... But she was always the kind of girl with a vivid imagination and I suppose it didn't take much for her... Then again, it wouldn't have been the first time Sam pictured it... After all, she's the one who claimed that everyone has thought about having sex with their friends at least once in their lives... I figured I'd just give her a helping hand and it wasn't a figure of speech...

My hand moved from her stomach down between her legs again while my other hand held her breast and gave it a little squeeze... Sam sighed quietly once I gently rubbed her pussy, going up and down... With my thumb and middle finger, I parted her lips and moved my index finger in circular motion upwards, trying to find her clitoris... I gently bit her neck scruff and kissed her cheek as I slowly twisted her nipple... Pleasuring her has always been so rewarding and there's a certain satisfaction to it when you see her reaction... At moments like these, it seemed as if nothing else in the world existed for her... She had her eyes closed and drifted away in pleasure when I let my fingers do all the work... Her breathing became louder and every once in a while, a quiet squeak of pleasure escaped her throat as I kept rubbing her clitoris... Sam spread her legs wider to make more room and started to move her pelvis back back and forth... She forgot that she wasn't alone with me and her quiet moans didn't exactly go unnoticed... Looking at Blain, I noticed he was washing his feet but stopped for a moment and faced us instead... When he saw what I was doing to Sam, his jaw practically dropped to the floor and his eyes popped out of its sockets... And he sure as hell liked what he was seeing when a huge smile appeared on his face... Looking over Sam's shoulder, I smiled right back at him and gave him a little wink... Blain leaned against the glass shower panel and simply enjoyed the show... And I suppose rubbing her wouldn't do it anymore at that point... I think we all wanted a bit more than that... So I leaned forward and gently prodded her with with my index and middle finger... It was a tight squeeze to get inside her pussy and I couldn't imagine how she must feel like when you stick your dick in that tight, wet hole of hers... At times like that, I really wish I was born a male instead but sadly, it's something I'll never know... Nevertheless, pleasuring her in other ways was more than satisfying to me... It took a while for her to loose up but when she did, my fingers gently slipped inside her... Even though Blain was watching us from a distance, he realized all too well what was going on, judging by the look on his face... Not to mention his erection...

It didn't take long for him to finish up his shower and I suppose curiosity got the better of him when he saw me getting busy with Sam in the bathtub... He turned the shower off and dried himself off, not keeping his eyes from us... And while he kept watching from a distance, he seemed to move a little closer every time until he stood right next to me while Sam wasn't even aware that he was... And when she did finally opened her eyes and noticed him, her cheeks turned as red as a tomato, feeling quite embarrassed about it... And judging by the look on her face, she wasn't all that comfortable anymore once she realized there was an audience... So I stopped what I was doing, much to Blain's disappointment... Even though there was hardly anything visible down there due to the bubbles in the water, Sam closed her legs the moment I removed my hand...

'You alright...?'

'Y-Yeah, yeah I'm fine... That was, uh...'

'Well, don't stop on my account...' Blain said with a smile...

But Sam bit her lip and looked at Blain rather embarrassed when she realized she had let herself go like that... But that's alright, she was like that with me as well when we first slept together... Being naked wasn't the issue... Giving in to sexual pleasure and letting herself enjoy it felt awkward to her, especially that night, when Sam and I weren't the only ones present... But despite that, I think she secretly enjoyed the attention Sam got from us... It just took a while for her to get used to it... And perhaps the only way for her to give in was to see someone else do it first... So maybe Blain and I had to set an example instead... After all, she did say she'd like to hang back and watch us first...

'Would you like to watch me and Blain instead for a while...?'

'S-Sure, yeah...'

'Anything particular you'd like to see...?'

'You're asking me...?'

'Hm-mm... Maybe you'd like to see me suck his dick or let him go down on me... Or perhaps you'd like me to bend over instead and let him take me from behind...'

'R-Really...?'

'Anything's possible... It's your night...'

'Uhm... I-I mean, there's nothing particular I'd like to see or anything so... Do whatever feels right, I suppose...?'

'Alright... Let's make some room for him, shall we...?'

Sam stood up and moved to the far end of the bathtub and curled up her legs to make as much space as possible... After which, I stood up as well and moved aside as Blain stepped in while he had this innocent smile on his face... He didn't had a say in the matter when we chose the bathtub so I'd let him have this choice instead... I placed my hands on his butt-cheeks and held him close as I whispered in his ear, gently fondling his balls...

'So what'll it be, hm...? Which idea seems more appealing to you then...?'

'The one where you'd suck my dick...?'

'I know you too well...'

'The idea of you bending over sounds good too, though... '

'Uh-huh... Best three minutes of my life, was it...?'

'Damn right...'

'Hihi... We'll get to that... But you're gonna have to return the favor though...'

'Always...'

He moved to the far corner of the triangular shaped bathtub as I turned around to make more room for him... While he was leaning back against the wall and rested his left foot on the edge of the bathtub, I got down on my knees... Even though the bathtub could easily fit two people, it turned out it got rather cramped with three people and the shower would've been way more practical to get busy in... But then again, neither of us were complaining...

I was always afraid I'd squeeze too hard whenever I gave him a handjob... Even though his dick was as hard as a rock, I still had the idea I'd squish it like a tube of toothpaste if I'd gripped too hard... So I tried to be as sensual as possible every time and for some reason, he seemed to have enjoyed that the most... So I slowly tightened my grip on his shaft and carefully stroked him up and down with my wet hands... Blain was looking down on me and the longer I was jerking him off, the bigger his smile seemed to get but I knew he wanted more than that... After all, I was the one who proposed to do so even though it's never been really my kind of thing... I wasn't repulsed by the idea of sucking dick but leaning more towards girls, I always preferred to eat pussies instead... But when I started to explore him, I tried doing so in my own pace... To me, sucking dick is like drinking coffee... It's an acquired taste and you'll learn to like it if you'll do it long enough... Of course I always tried doing it the way he said he liked it... I started to enjoy it but it wasn't the act itself that I enjoyed the most... It was the satisfied look on his face every time I was doing so... But despite that, I still felt that something was lacking... So I watched countless of videos of women giving blowjobs to see how they were doing it and read dozens of articles of tips on how to please your man orally... Slowly but steady, I got better at it... The more I did, the more I started to enjoy it... And so did he...

But one thing I've found out is that simply putting it in your mouth wasn't all there was to it... It's the unbearable tease of not putting it in your mouth... And if you'll do it right, you're in for a real treat when you finally offer yourself to him... But only after he returned the favor, of course... So I tried teasing him in the best way I possibly could... Lifting his shaft up, I moved my head closer and gently licked his balls with the tip of my tongue, slowly going around in circles... Every once in a while, his penis twitched as he gasped quietly and from the look on his face, he certainly enjoyed that... Stepping up a notch, I carefully stroked him again and opened my mouth to suck on one of his testicles... Looking from the corner of my eyes, I noticed Sam just sat there in the bathtub with curled up legs and kept staring at us in disbelieve... It's not every day you get to witness two friends having sex with each other but that's exactly what made it so exciting for me... Perhaps Sam didn't know what to expect when she first found out that Blain and I were sleeping together and she sure as hell never expected to witness it, let alone be a part of us... Or maybe she simply wanted to be the one to do the oral pleasing, now that I've set an example... Whatever it was, I figured there was no need to pretend that she wasn't here... Because she was and to me, it made all the difference...

He always expressed his wishes but never asked for it... He never asked me to do something particular that he enjoyed... But one look upwards and I could tell what he wanted the most after being teased for a while... And I suppose its like that with every guy; the relieved look on his face the moment you take his hard cock in your mouth... Sucking on it and let your tongue roll underneath his tip was a sure way to get him really fired up... Gently bopping my head back and forth, slowly taking it a little deeper each time while I tried to keep a certain rhythm to it... But doing so in my own pace made him a little impatient... He wanted to be in control instead so Blain placed his hands on the back of my head and made me suck him off in a way he found most satisfying, steadily going a little faster while I was taking his cock deeper in my mouth... Every once in a while, he pulled out to let me breathe, making me gasp for air every time he did... Feeling his cock throbbing in my throat and his juices dripping in my mouth... Looking up, I saw he had his eyes closed and clenched his teeth, breathing louder the longer I was at it... And that was my cue to stop... Letting him cum so early would've simply been such a waste that night... Not when when he still had two women to please... Also, my knees started to hurt from the hard surface of the bathtub... Imagine the look on his face when I removed his hands and stood up... He was all flabbergasted and I can imagine it was quite the unbearable tease but then again, he does that to me as well... Nevertheless, once I stood up and placed an arm around his shoulder, I gently kissed his cheek and smiled innocently...

'Your turn now...'

'On the bed...?'

'On the bed...'

I didn't have to say that twice... Once I got out of the bathtub, Blain followed and quickly dried himself off again before making his way out of the bathroom... I couldn't help to smile when I saw him so eager to get things going... Sam just sat there in the bathtub and still didn't seem to grasp everything she just witnessed... Reaching out a hand to help her get up, she got out of the bathtub and quickly dried herself off as well... But when I wanted to make my way to the bedroom, Sam seemed a little hesitant to go with me... So I stood before her and placed my hands on her cheeks, staring in her eyes...

'Did you ever pictured me like that...?'

'Y-Yeah but, uh... It's so much different when you're actually seeing it...'

'Was it any good...?'

'He seemed to think it was...'

'And you...?'

'I liked seeing it...'

'Something tells me that you'd rather have switched places with me...'

'Uhm... Perhaps... I-I mean, no but, uhm... I'm just not, you know... Not yet...'

'It's okay...'

I gave her a firm cuddle and gently pressed my lips against her, kissing her softly... When she faced me afterwards, she had this cute nervous smile and a little blush on her face as I caressed her hair and smiled right back at her...

'I believe it's my turn now... Wanna see how that goes...?'

'Yeah...'

'Alright... Come...'

I took Sam's hand and together, we walked out of the bathroom... Blain was sitting on the bed, impatiently waiting so I didn't waste any time... I got comfortable by lying down on the bed, resting my head on a pillow as Blain positioned himself in front of me... Spreading my legs, I placed my feet over his shoulders to make as much room for him as possible so that he get to work his magic... Needless to say, he didn't dove right in... Instead, he gently caressed my thighs first and slowly, his hands went down to my pussy... With his fingers, he carefully rubbed me down there... It didn't take very long for his head to go down as well, kissing around it first as he kept rubbing my pussy... I looked over to my left and saw Sam sitting on the far end of the bed, staring at us with big eyes... As if she still wasn't quite grasping everything that was happening right in front of her...

Every once in a while, Blain made eye contact just to see my reaction... And even though it felt quite nice, I wanted him to lick my pussy instead of just kissing it... I didn't want to sound desperate by asking for it but luckily, he can take a hint or two... Trying to compose myself while I was being pleasured often gave him the impression that I wasn't enjoying it enough, which only encouraged him to step up his game... And no matter how many times Blain and I had sex, it was something that still worked after all these years... He always said I was a difficult kitten to please but nevertheless, that didn't stop him from trying... So he did what he did best and I suppose there was no reason for him to beat around the bush anymore... He spread my pussy lips and stuck out his tongue, firmly pressing it against my vagina and licked upwards towards my clitoris... His tongue pressing against my clitoris, going around in circular motions made me feel as if I had these little jolts of electricity going through my nether regions, seemingly getting more intense the longer he was at it... My hands reached out to the back of his head and guided him where I wanted to feel his tongue... Going up and down in circular motions is the way to go down on me, that's how I like it best... But getting fingered at the same time is even better... He knows that gets me off quicker... So when I felt his fingers getting inside me, I was kind of hoping that he wouldn't make it happen too quickly... It's the journey that counts, not the destination... His fingers slipped right in, making that 'c'mere' motion every time he went in and well, by then, it was difficult to try to compose myself... Both Sam and Blain heard how my heavy breathing turned into quiet moans of pleasure and every time I looked down on Blain, I could see his eyes were just full of lust... And even though I was perfectly fine lying there, Blain wanted more... When he stopped all of a sudden, it took a moment for me to catch my breath again as he kept staring at me with penetrating eyes, as if he was hinting at something yet he didn't ask whatsoever... But the way he looked at me seemed as if he was quietly demanding it... We both knew all too well what came next... I looked at Sam, seeing as she sat on the other side near my suitcase...

'Hey Sam...?'

'Yes...?'

'Could you pass me a condom...? They're in the forward compartment, on the left...'

Sam nodded quickly and opened up my suitcase... A moment later, she tossed a condom towards Blain... He ripped open the package and without saying anything, he rolled the condom over his shaft, positioned himself in front of me by sitting on his knees and placed my legs over his shoulders... Leaning forward, he grabbed a pillow and I lifted my ass up so that he could place that pillow underneath it... Seeing him getting worked up about it always made me smile... It seemed as if the only thing that mattered to him was to stick his dick in a tight wet hole... And with the way he looked at me, I knew I was in for a real treat... He didn't seem nervous whatsoever ever since we got busy... Then again, being nervous about it wouldn't make him look good, especially after I told Sam how good he was in bed... I suppose he had to make a good impression if he ever wanted to have a go with Sam... I didn't think Sam could enjoy being handled roughly for her first time having something casual... He had to blow off some steam first... So I just happily obliged to set an example...

Even though Sam sat on the other end of the bed, she still had a good view on everything that was happening in front of her... She watched how Blain was rubbing his cock up against my pussy... And once his tip got wet enough, he gently prodded me... Leaning forward, he carefully thrust his pelvic and even though it was a tight squeeze, he slipped right in when he prodded me long enough... All those wonderful sensations start to build up from below... And I never know how to describe it... It feels different every time yet it feels familiar... But most importantly, it made me feel safe... It seems as if time and space cease to exist as you stare in the eyes of your lover... There's a fluttering emptiness inside you that feels insatiable... Anything that happened in that moment was a part of us, for as long as it lasted... Like you're melting into nothingness, engulfed in an indescribable sense of pleasure... Staring in each others eyes and knowing that you both feel the same... To finally let go and surrender to it... Just me and him, and nothing else in the world mattered or existed to us... That's how it's usually like... It was exactly like that at first...

As he went in and out slowly, I had my eyes closed and surrendered to all those pleasures... It never took long for me to give in... Every once in a while, I opened my eyes and looked at him and simply couldn't help myself to smile... Slowly but steady, it felt as if those pleasures started to take over my body and took control of everything... It feels exhilarating yet everything seems so vulnerable and fragile... I tried to control my breathing but it didn't take long before it made me gasp quietly... Looking down between my legs, I had a good view how his hard cock went deeper inside my pussy with each thrust... Every once in a while, he looked down to see that as well... And at times like that, I wondered what was on his mind... What he thought of and if he liked what he was seeing... Wondering if I pleased him enough or if I was any good... Yet the way he looked at me always made me feel so confident... It made me feel loved and cherished by him... I'll never truly know if he felt the same about it as I did... But the little things he did let me know that I was special to him, in more ways then one... Hearing sweet words being whispered in my ear... All the kisses he gave me and the way he caressed my hair... And I suppose that's all I ever had to know, just to reassure me... That night was no exception... He caressed my hair and kissed me softly as he leaned forward... Blain rested his head on my shoulder and quietly whispered in my ear as he gently kept thrusting... I placed my hand on the back of his head and gently caressed his hair...

'H-Hah...'

'I could finish just by looking at you, Ceylan...'

'Hihi... Perhaps you shouldn't look straight at me then... Mm...... You're so big...'

'Oh fuck, this feels good...'

'Just like that...'

'Is Sam still watching...?'

'She hasn't kept her eyes from us ever since...'

'Hehe...'

'Hm... I'll take good care of her when she's ready for it...'

'I really wanna see that...'

'Sam and I finally get to show you what we've been doing during our little sleepovers...'

'I'll just hang back and enjoy the show then...'

'Would you like to do her too...?'

'Yeah...'

'Then you should make a good impression on her...'

Blain lifted his head up and stared right back at me as I caressed his hair and smiled... And after staring in my eyes for a moment, he smiled at me and gently pressed his lips against mine... Sitting upright, he pushed my legs up as I rested my feet on his shoulders and gave him a little wink... It encouraged him to do what he does best...

With a pillow underneath me and my legs raised up, Blain was able to position himself at an angle that would maximize sexual stimulation for the both of us... At least, that's what the article told us that we once read about spicing things up in the bedroom... It seems so simple yet it makes all the difference there is... It allowed him to go all the way inside me and with each gentle thrust, I felt an intense jolt of electricity spreading out through out my body and disappeared just as quickly until the next thrust... I could feel it building up slowly every time he went inside me and its the kind of sensation that not everyone can give you... I didn't mind if he was rough on me... I'm a big girl, I could take it... I loved it whenever he wanted to pound me hard in every position imaginable... Him being on top meant that he was the one in control... He could fuck me as hard as he wanted to and he knew that... But to me, the real pleasure I got out of it was to lose control and indulge in all those wonderful, intense sensations spreading throughout my body...

It didn't take long for Blain to build up the pace... His slow, gentle thrusts slowly turned into hard slams instead... I know he just had to blow off some steam with all the teasing that's been going around... Closing my eyes, I felt how I lost control of my body and kept gasping for air... And all this time, Sam kept watching us from the other end of the bed... She seemed intrigued yet shy and timid about everything that was happening right in front of her... And perhaps that was the reason why she stayed her distance... I didn't want her to be distant with us but I could imagine it must've been a bit intimidating to her... Sam never was exactly innocent herself but her sexual experiences were quite limited... And even then it was something she could rarely enjoy simply because she was hardly ever pleased the way she always imagined... It's like being all hyped up over a movie's trailer but when you finally get to watch it, it turns out to be complete shit... And I think that's how she always felt about sex... But she was there that night, knowing we'd please her in any way she wanted us to yet she still kept herself in the background... I wanted her to give in to something, anything, just so that she could experience it for once... To simply let go and indulge yourself... I wanted her to take that first step but I also didn't want her to do anything she might regret... I didn't want to force her or talk her into it... She simply had to realize that she could do anything if she wanted to... It's something I wanted to make clear to her...

I took the opportunity to change position when Blain pulled out for a moment... Lying on my left side and my knees curled up in a fetus position, I kept looking at Sam and gestured her to come over... Biting her lip, she hesitated for a moment but nevertheless came closer to me... Placing my hand on her cheek, I gently pressed my lips against hers and while we were making out, my hands were all over her body while Blain eagerly tried to get inside me again... Giving him a hand, and I do mean that quite literally, he was at it again when I guided him... Seeing the girl he was boning making out with another girl was something that must've been quite the sight for him... Especially when my hand slipped down between her legs, gently rubbing her up and down... She got a little wet when all she did was watching me and Blain getting it on or perhaps she was secretly touching herself when Blain and I weren't looking... Whatever it was, it was enough for her to participate... Her pussy felt so warm and slick when my fingers rubbed up and down her tight slit... I could hear her breathing down my neck and every once in a while, a quiet squeak of pleasure escaped her throat, as if she was still trying to hold back... And as for me, well... I wasn't that quiet as Sam was... But I suppose that was enough for him... Hearing me and Sam moaning in pleasure, seeing us make out while he was fucking me... It's the kind of stuff you'd usually see in a porn clip and he saw it happening right in front of him... So it didn't take very long... Just a good couple of thrusts was enough for him to reach his climax... I felt his cock pulsating inside me, followed by a quiet satisfied groan and panting... Sam got a little surprised by that and stopped making out when she saw that... Instead of pulling out, Blain gave a couple of gentle thrusts to squeeze out every bit of cum he could muster... When I faced him, Blain leaned forward and rested his head on my shoulder, panting his lungs out... I caressed the back of his head as I kept smiling at him and after a couple of moments, he looked up and smiled right back at me, kissing my forehead and gently pulled out... Blain just flopped down on his back and kept staring at the ceiling, still trying to catch his breath and closed his eyes for a while... Sam and I smiled at him once we saw that big goofy grin appear on his face, as if he just realized what actually happened... After a while, he got up and made his way towards the bathroom to fresh himself up while Sam and I stared after him... Once he got inside, Sam looked at me and had that nervous smile on her face once more... She's been awfully quiet ever since Blain and I got busy together but she knew it was far from over... I looked at her and caressed her golden blond hair while her green luscious eyes kept staring in mine...

'You really seemed into it...'

'Hihi... Well, he literally was into me, so...'

'Hehehe...'

'Hm... Still, I can't tell you how much it means to me to have you here tonight... Both of you make me so happy...'

'It's so good to see that you are...'

'I just can't make a choice I'm not willing to make, Sam... Not when it's between you or him... But all I want is for us to be together... Because I just don't know what I'd do without either of you... I don't want to lose any of you...'

'Is that why you want me to be a part of all this...? Are you afraid you'd lose me otherwise...?'

'Yeah...'

'I'll always be your friend, Ceylan...'

'I know you will... But what I'm afraid of is losing you as a lover instead... It just wouldn't be the same without it...'

'Heh...'

'I know this is all complicated but I'll do anything to make you happy... Because seeing you smile at me is one of the greatest things I'll ever get to witness... No one can ever take that away from me...'

There it goes again... That same smile that always won me over ever since I first saw her... Sometimes I wanted to think that despite Sam wasn't quite cherishing the same feelings for me as I did for her, there were moments where she might've felt the butterflies in her stomach... It's something I wanted to believe more than anything... In her eyes, we were still teens exploring each other but it felt so much more than that to me... What I felt for her never left after all these years and I know I'll always have her in my heart... Those feelings have always been expressed by me in ways that couldn't be put in words... Because I felt that was the only way for me to make Sam truly understand how much she really meant to me... And just by the way she looked at me, I felt special in her eyes, if only for a moment... And even though it might be different for her, we all wanted the same thing in the end... We all wanted to feel special in each others eyes...

I know it's always been a sexual experience for Sam whenever we were together... But her touch was sensual and her kisses were passionate... It led me to believe that somewhere, deep down inside, her feelings for me were mutual and that she was in denial all this time... But regardless of what she truly felt, it felt right but more importantly, it felt real... And I suppose that's all Sam and I needed from each other... I could see it her eyes every time she looked at me during these moments and that night was no exception... She closed her eyes and leaned forward, gently pressing her lips against mine... No matter how many times I've kissed her, I never seemed to be prepared for it... It's like my brain short-circuited for a moment, followed by an overwhelming sense of joy and warmth throughout... And I wanted to make her feel the same... Sam has always been a good kisser and she knows that... But there's so much more she could do with those lips of hers...

I felt it when her hand gently slipped down between my legs... She started kissing my neck while rubbing my pussy at the same time... She hits all the right spots as she was slowly making her way down... With just the tip of her tongue, she gently circled around my nipple and I loved the attention she gave to my breasts... They're quite small already, especially compared to Sam's boobs but that never seemed to be an issue with her... It was just the means to act out on a fantasy of her... Lying sideways, I carefully let my hand down between her legs... Her pussy felt so warm and slick and I was tempted to do a whole lot more than just rubbing her... She wasn't asking nor begging for it... But secretly, it's something all females want during sex...

Sam has gotten a lot less shy once Blain got out of the room and even though she knew all too well he could return any second, it didn't really stop her... Rolling over on her back, she spread her legs for me... So I did what I do best... I positioned myself in front of her and took a good look at her pussy first... A pink tight slit with thick juicy lips, dripping wet from desire right there for me to taste... Quite inviting and hard to ignore... I suppose there wasn't much need for teasing... So i licked her pussy the way I know she enjoyed it the most, paying extra attention to her clitoris... But Sam didn't notice Blain came out of the bathroom and the moment he set foot outside of it, he saw how I was eating her out... That big goofy grin appeared on his face so quietly sat down on the bed and enjoyed the show...

I always loved going down on her... And she always liked having her pussy licked in a particular way... To see her writhe in pleasure and hearing her moan quietly... Seeing how she lost control of her body... Her hands had a firm grip on the back of my head to guide me where to lick... Spreading her lips, slowly licking up to her clit... Sometimes fast, sometimes a bit slow... Up and down in circular motions... It never took long for her to reach her climax if I kept that up but that would be too soon... I know all too well how amazing it feels to get fingered at the same time... Gently slipping two fingers inside her, I used my index finger and thumb to expose her clitoris while at the same time, put some pressure on her stomach with my elbow... Pointing my fingers upwards and doing that "c'mere" motion is quite stimulating... It's quite the tingly sensation if done properly... But judging her reaction, I did a damn fine job... When she placed her feet on my shoulders, I could feel her toes curl and her body was writhing uncontrollably... Her breathing and moans of pleasure became louder and to see her so ecstatic was so satisfying to see... It's like she tried to regain control of her body but the longer you resist it, the more intense it gets and the harder it is to oppress... It feels as if your vagina has a heartbeat of its own and when that moment finally comes, a wave of pleasures comes crashing down on you and spreads out through your entire body from head to toe... In that moment, you're mind goes blank as a strong, warm sensation rushes through your body and every muscle contracts in the afterglow of the moment, leaving you exhausted... You'll just lie there, basking in this delightful bliss as all these pleasurable feelings slowly fade away...

That's how its always been for me... And I suppose it wasn't much different for Sam either... When she finally came, she arched her back and clenched the bed sheet, while my head got squeezed between her thighs when she closed her legs... Gasping for air, she let herself down as her body started to relax... I got on top of her instead and gently kissed her neck as I fondled her breasts, giving her a little time to recover... When I placed my hand on her chest, I could feel her heart pounding and after taking several deep breathes, I felt her heartbeat slowing down... Curling my tail around hers, I held her close, gently fondling between her legs...

'Hihi, wow... That was so awesome, Ceylan...'

'It's always nice to hear that afterwards... Even though you almost choked me between those thighs of yours...'

'Yeah, sorry about that, hihi...'

Looking to my right, I noticed Blain sitting there with big eyes as if he could hardly believe what just happened... Then again, it's not every day you get to see one of your best friends reach her climax... When Sam and Blain's eyes met, Sam had this nervous little smile on her face and turned as red as a tomato... And all of a sudden, I had an idea... I think it was a perfect opportunity to break the ice between them once more... Blain came closer and sat down right next to Sam, opposite from where I was... I waited for them to make the first move but neither of them were doing anything just yet... So once again, I made the first step and quietly whispered in Sam's ear...

'He hasn't seen your cunny up close yet...'

'No, he hasn't...'

'Would you mind giving him a little peak...?'

Sam bit her lip and stared at Blain afterwards, hesitating on whether or not to do so... Placing my hand on her kneecap, I gently spread her leg and a moment later, she spread her other leg... I could hear Sam giggle quietly when she saw the look on Blain's face the moment he saw her pussy up close... So I took his hands and placed them on Sam's breasts, moving them in circular motions to massage them... And all this time, they kept staring at each other... Guiding his hand down to Sam's thighs, his fingers were gently caressing her, while he kept staring at her pussy... I did everything slowly encase there was something she wasn't quite comfortable with... Looking at Blain, I could see that he had the time of his life...

'Lovely, isn't it...?'

Sam giggled quietly again when she saw him nodding quickly... Instead, she seemed quite willing to flaunt yet she still had that nervous smile on her face... Her luscious green eyes twinkled and her cheeks were blushing but somehow, even though seeing her so shy and timid, I couldn't help to think that there was a bit of naughtiness hiding behind that cute smile of hers... She seemed intrigued that night of all the things said and done and now it was her time to shine... So I moved his hand down between her legs just to see how Sam would react... But so far, so good... And once Blain gently started to rub her pussy, Sam didn't seem that shy anymore... That's when I backed off and let them explore each other in their own pace... So I took my distance and lied down, watching everything that was happening in front of me... But nevertheless, I kept a watchful eye on Sam, just encase something was happening she wasn't quite comfortable with...

Just because I was watching didn't mean I wasn't going to get busy myself... But after getting boned earlier, fingering myself just wouldn't do it for me... So I brought out ye old faithful, something I could rely on in my time of need... It's actually kind of funny because I do mean that quite literally... I've only used my dildo whenever I was going through my heat cycles which means it only ever got used two weeks a year... It helps to relieve the stress a bit... The dildo itself was made from silicone and felt nice and smooth... It actually made me wonder why I hardly ever played with it... I suppose there's always a use for a dildo, even when I wasn't going solo... I got down on my side to comfortable and to my surprise, Blain already had his head between her legs, eating her out... I just couldn't help to smile after I saw that... And to think she had her doubts earlier that week... Sam had her eyes closed once more and just let herself get carry away...

With one leg up, I stretched my pussy a bit and gently started to rub the tip of my dildo against it... And after prodding it for a couple of moments, it slid right in as I kept watching Blain eating Sam out... Gently going in and out, I tried timing it with Sam's quiet moans but I wasn't enjoying it as nearly as she did... At some point, he got on his knees and leaned forward, fingering her instead as he kissed her breasts... With just two fingers inside her, he started out slow but once he pressed his hand on her stomach, he forcefully went in and out in an upward motion... And from that moment on, she lost control of her body once more... Sam closed her legs all of a sudden and her body writhed in pleasure... I always tried to do it the same way he did but for some reason, I never managed to... But whenever he did, I didn't last very long as well if he kept it up... And neither did Sam...

It's a great stress reliever to say the least... Even though it was tempting for me to join in, I wanted them to have this moment together, without me interfering... And there was something oddly enticing and fascinating about them after Sam reached her climax again... She had her eyes closed and had a huge smile on her face as Blain caressed her thighs... And just like it, it was over... I was actually kind of disappointed that it didn't last that long, to be honest... It kind of killed the mood for me... So I stopped what I was doing and gently pulled the dildo out... This couldn't be the end to a night that's supposed to be remembered forever, right...? There was a bit of an awkward silence and it stayed quiet for a while as I watched Blain and Sam catching their breaths again instead... But every time Sam and Blain made eye-contact, she was smiling at him, which is always a good sign...

'I know you've said it would be the best three minutes of her life but it seems you took that quite literally... I was just getting into it...'

'Well, I'm not exactly complaining...'

'Unless Blain's saving the best for last...'

'Hehehe...'

'Are you...?'

'I would if Sam's up for it...'

'Perhaps she'd like to return the favor first before going all the way... You know, to spice things up a little...'

When Blain and I kept staring at Sam for a moment, she kept averting her eyes from us as her cheeks turned red again and a nervous smile appeared on her face once more... She's so adorable when she's so timid... Still, the suggestion of returning the favor puts a huge smile on Blain's face... And not just his... Sam bit her lip and had a bit of a cheeky smile on her face after she heard that faced Blain instead...

'Well, I mean... Ceylan's done it, right...?'

'Uh-huh...'

'So uhm... Maybe I should too...?'

'You don't sound so sure about it... Is it something you really want to do...?'

'Hihi, uhm... I actually really like giving blowjobs...'

'You do...?...? How convenient, I really like receiving those...'

'Sooooo... Should I...?

'It's your call...'

Sam positioned herself in front of him and kept staring at his erection... When she reached her hand, she nervously giggled when she poked his boner and there something so adorable to see her like that... So like before, I simply leaned back and watched how everything started to unfold... Sam carefully started to stroke him up and down and at some point, she moved her head closer and opened her mouth... And just when she was about to suck his tip, she nervously started to laugh out loud and in turn, caused me and Blain to laugh as well... Still, it didn't kill the mood... Instead, it was quite riveting... And all of a sudden, Sam got herself in the center of attention...

She wasn't gonna make a show out of it... That's never been her style... And yet it was such a delight to have seen her like this when nothing held her back anymore... I wasn't kidding when I said she could do a lot more with those lips... It took a couple of moments for her to get serious but when she did, I got reminded why I wanted to watch in the first place... The moment her mouth opened and her head moved closer as she sensually stroking him, my heart skipped a beat... It may seems strange but there was something about it that I found so fascinating... To see how she gave in to her fantasies and indulged herself was such a wonderful thing to witness... Sam teased him by kissing the tip... But instead of putting it in her mouth, she gently fondled his balls and moved her head down... Her tongue went around in circular motions and every once in a while, she gently sucked on one of his testicles... Every time she did, I saw his dick twitching and I couldn't really understand why she hasn't jumped on him yet because I certainly would've... Blain kept looking at her and seemed pleasantly surprised by her skills... Even though it was so tempting to join in, I wanted them to have this moment together... "Not yet..."

Things got spiced up once Sam took his cock in her mouth... Sticking out her tongue, she slowly moved her head down until she took it all in... By the looks of it, she truly enjoyed doing so but I don't think she had the intention to make him cum... Then again, she probably would be fine if he did... I could already picture Sam taking his load in her face and his cum was dripping down her chin or maybe swallow it like good girls ought to... It would be quite a mess and difficult to get that out of your fur so it's never been my kind of thing... And even though she never seemed the kind of girl who'd do such things, imagining her do so made it all the better... Nevertheless, Sam didn't seem to be in a rush... She took her time and just simply enjoyed herself sucking his dick... Her lips were so tender and sensual every time she kissed his shaft and even though she seemed quite serious about it, I could hear a quiet giggle every once in a while whenever they made eye contact... And while I was watching her work her magic, I couldn't even begin to imagine how that must've felt like for him... Out of all the women he was ever been with, I bet he never expected Sam to be one of them and maybe that was the reason why it was so amazing to him, like a fantasy coming true... But he has a lot more fantasies than that... Having a threesome with two women provides an opportunity that I couldn't do on my own whenever Blain and I were together... Like most things, it's the journey that counts, not the destination... That's how I always felt about sex... It's not meant to get off as quickly as you possibly could but to simply enjoy the pleasures of indulgence... Sam and I had the pleasure to experience that but so far, he hasn't been much in the spotlight himself... And as much as I'd like the idea of him serving us to fulfill our female desires, that wasn't the reason why we were there that night... I wanted him to enjoy everything Sam and I could possibly offer... Being so submissive was quite the exciting thought... And once that idea came up, I was determined to let one of his fantasies come true... After all, which guy wouldn't like to receive a double blowjob...?

Could you imagine the look on his face once I kissed him and gave him a little wink, wondering what I was up to...? Especially when I positioned myself in front of him, next to Sam...? A bit of disbelieve at first but there was this twinkle in his eyes and huge smile on his face once I lowered my head... Sam didn't seem to mind that she had to share his dick with me... In fact, I think she enjoyed seeing him all excited just as much as I did... While Sam kept sucking his tip, I let my tongue swirl up and down his shaft... He was hardly ever the kind of guy who'd make loud noises during sex but at that very moment, his body tensed up followed by a loud groan of pleasure... Every once in a while, Sam and I sucked him off in turns, all under his ever watchful gaze... Every time I caught my breath, Sam took it all in and didn't left me much room... So I pushed his legs aside and got down on my stomach to lick his balls instead... The most sensitive part of that is right in between the two testicles and every time the tip of my tongue gently swirled around it, his body shivered and his stomach muscles contracted... I've never seen him so ecstatic, hearing a loud groan every once in a while... Sam started to touch herself at some point while she was working her magic on him so perhaps it was time... His cock was twitching and I expected him to blow his load all over us any second, which is why we had to stop... The poor guy seemed so distraught once we stopped and his eyes desperately begged us to finish him off that way... I'd feel sorry for Blain if we weren't going to make that up to him... That whole double blowjob thing didn't last that long but that short moment seemed to have pleasured him more than he ever was before... But like I said, it's the journey that counts, not the destination... And so far, it's been one hell of a ride... But we weren't quite there yet...

Sam looked at Blain with those twinkling bright green eyes of her and bit her lip... She was so full of lust that night once she started to loosen up but was held back when the opportunity presented itself... When he looked at her, Sam started to laugh nervously again and her face turned red when she faced me again... She kept looking at me for a moment, as if was expecting me to give her permission or something but I simply shrugged my shoulders and smiled... I wasn't the one who could make that decision for her... When she looked at him, Blain shrugged his shoulders as well... Sam wasn't hesitating anymore after that so she sat on top of him and the two of them were staring in each other's eyes for a while... And the moment he placed his hands on her waist, he gently made her rock back and forth to grind her pussy over his shaft... There was something so innocent about it when she had that little blush on her cheek, smiling at him every time they made eye contact... And that little moment of intimacy they shared together was so beautiful to see, like a mix of passion and lust between the two of them... Maybe they secretly always wanted to know what it's like to have sex together and that this night made that fantasy come true... I just saw it in their eyes that night, for how much they were longing for it to happen...

When Sam lifted her ass up, his cock sprung up and Sam pushed her ass back so that his shaft was pressed between her pussy lips... Blain already started to make gentle thrusts to get inside her but surely, they needed a condom first before going any further... And if Sam would get off of him to roll a condom over his shaft, that would certainly have ruined the moment they had so I did that for them instead... Once I retrieved a condom from my suitcase, I rolled it down his shaft and quietly whispered in Sam's ear that she was good to go... I had a good view on the goodies up close when I gave them a helping hand... Just a quick wank before helping him to get inside her... She was so incredibly tight, like she never took a dick in her life before... Those juicy lips of hers spread the moment his tip went in and Sam shuddered a little, gasping quietly when she felt him going in... Blain firmly grabbed her ass cheeks and lowered her a little, just to get a bit deeper... And when he slowly lifted her ass up, Sam leaned forward to make things a little easier for them... She quietly asked Blain if she could set the pace, seeing as she never rode a dick as big as his... You should've seen that smug grin on his face the moment she said that but he respected her wish... So his hands moved back to her waist while Sam was slowly riding him, going a little deeper every time her ass went down... All this time, she was gasping quietly and she started to moan when she took half of it... Leaning forward, she carefully thrust her pelvis back and forth in an upward motion and taking him a little deeper with every thrust until she took him all in... Hearing her moans becoming louder the longer she was riding him got me a little tempted to join in as well but I resisted... It was their moment, not mine... So I just hanged back, lying down next to them and started to play with myself instead... It was so wonderful to see Sam giving in to it and indulge herself in all the pleasures she was receiving from it... It took a while before she managed to take his cock all the way in but once she did, she was unstoppable... Blain's hands moved back to her ass cheeks again except this time, she didn't seem to mind to let him set the pace... So they went a little faster than that and at some point, Blain took control instead... All he did was firmly holding on to her ass cheeks and gently thrust his pelvic upwards as Sam rested her forehead on his, staring in each other's eyes... And then something happened that I totally didn't expect... All of a sudden, Sam pressed his lips against his in the heat of the moment and gave him a passionate kiss... Blain was so startled by that, he actually stopped thrusting for a moment... But that kiss didn't last that long once Sam realized what she was doing... Her face turned red once more and anxiously looked at me to see how I would respond to that... But I never told them it wasn't okay for them to kiss... I never told them what they should and shouldn't do... I told them to give in to anything that feels right and that's exactly what Sam did, even if it was just in the spur of the moment... But to me, it felt like I was in the way of that, especially when she looked back at me, thinking it was a mistake to have done so... Was I jealous that she did...? No, of course not... How could I be jealous of something that was just as much part of her as it was of myself...? It was so delicate and fragile yet so sensual and strong... It was so beautiful to have seen that... But the look on her face told me that she shouldn't have done that, as if she crossed a line that night... What she didn't realize was that there shouldn't be any lines between the three of us... So I kissed them both as well, to let them know it was alright to give in... First Sam, then Blain... But then the two of them shared another kiss together after a moment of hesitation... There was no need to hold back...

It didn't take long for them to pick up the pace after that... And while Sam was kissing him, he gently kept thrusting her while every once in a while, she had to catch her breath... Hearing her moan while she was riding him was one of the hottest things I've ever seen... But variation is key to keep things interested... Sam quietly asked him if he wanted to be on top instead... Blain answered by rolling her on her back and positioned himself in front of her... He placed a pillow underneath her just like he did with me and pushed her legs up... His cock slipped right in as he leaned forward while he kept pushing her legs back just so that she could take it all in, going in and out slow... She never got fucked like that before, not when her ex-boyfriend hardly knew what he was doing... Sam wanted an experienced guy and that's exactly what she got... But she almost kind of panicked when he started to fuck her in that position... So he stopped for a bit to check up on her to see if anything was wrong... I know I had a similar reaction the first time he fucked me like that... It's a whole different sensation and can get quite overwhelming when you're not used to it, especially the first time... So he took it slow while both me and him were carefully watching her to see if there were any signs of discomfort... She clenched her teeth and closed her eyes and loudly gasped with each thrust he gave her... I asked her if she was alright but all she did was nodding quickly... When Blain leaned forward, she firmly held on to his shoulders... Slowly but steady, he started to thrust harder and deeper inside her until she could hardly contain herself... Those gasps and squeaks of pleasures turned into loud moans instead... Even though Blain wasn't going too rough on her, the pace of which he was fucking her was probably something she never experienced before... To me, watching her was as if she had sex for very first time again... Lying next to her, I caressed her hair, telling her that was doing great... Massaging her breasts and kissing her at the same while she was getting boned all led to that wonderful moment...

Her body was squirming all over the bed, moaning and gasping for air and when he gave her that last thrust, Sam moaned even louder and just lost control of her body... Her body was twitching and her pussy was pulsating, dripping wet and squirted for a bit... She curled herself up once Blain pulled out and kept writhing in pleasure for another while as Blain looking at me baffled and speechless... I saw it coming but Blain didn't, which left him quite startled... But seeing her indulged in that blissful afterglow with a huge smile on her face and still moaning while rolling around on the bed brought him a certain satisfaction... I never saw anyone reaching an orgasm that intense and I could honestly say I was a little envious of her... But despite that, I couldn't help myself to look at his erection... He didn't came and it would be a shame to let that boner go to waste... With Sam out of the race, I figured it was my turn again... So I got down on my knees and presented myself by bending over and lifting my tail up while looking back at him...

The thought of his cock covered in Sam's juices going inside me was quite the turn on... And when he did, he wasted no time... At that point, it seemed as if his mind went blank and just wanted to blow his load as soon possible... So he firmly held on to my waist and pounded me hard from behind... With all the teasing that was going on, I couldn't blame him for doing so... And once Sam recovered from her big O, she started watching me and Blain getting it on for the second time... Except this time, she didn't seem to be overwhelmed by what she was seeing... Fascinated was more like it... But so far, it hasn't been a proper threesome... After all, a threesome implies that all persons involved get busy with one another at the same time and not just fondle or kiss while the other gets fucked... But that hasn't exactly been on my mind until Sam popped the question...

'Can you sit on my face...? You know, like a sixty nine...?'

Both me and Blain looked surprised at Sam and actually stopped when she asked me that... Sam started to giggle quietly when she saw the look on our faces...

'What, bad timing...?'

'You wanna eat my pussy...?'

'Well, yeah... I haven't gone down on you yet...'

'Do I still get to nail you from behind...?'

'Yup... Pound away...'

'Awesome...'

Needless to say, I never got fucked and my pussy eaten at the same time before so I had no idea what that would be like... Excited as I was, I sat down on Sam's face and with her hands on my ass cheeks, I felt her tongue lapping against my pussy and wriggle between those juicy lips in search of my clit... And when she did, I felt electric jolts sparking between my legs, spreading out to my stomach... Blain held on to my shoulders and made me bend over while I felt him prodding to get inside me... Sam let go of my ass cheeks and gave a helping hand, so to speak... Just when Blain started to thrust again, I felt how Sam was eating my pussy at the same time... And I honestly have no idea how to describe that feeling...... It's such an intense and wild sensation that just spreads throughout your body, as if pressure inside a kettle is building up... Getting fucked hard from behind at the same time feels as if you're about to reach your climax continuously without actually getting off... And that's when you'll lose control of your body... You try to regain control but the more you try to, the harder it is... You can't control your breathing and you're mind goes totally blank for as long as the heat of the moment lasts... And then all of a sudden, I felt that pressure and Blain was no longer pounding me from behind... It took me by surprise to say the least... Looking down between my legs, I saw that Sam was taking his cock down her throat with her tongue out... And even though I was pretty disgruntled for her to interrupt my pound-fest, I gotta admit, it was pretty damn hot to see how Blain was face fucking her... Every time he pulled out, Sam gasped for air, only to take him in a moment later... Sam only did that to tease me, just to make me want his cock inside me even more... And it was unbearable to just lie there...

When Sam finally had enough, Blain tried to find his way inside me again... Firmly gripping my tail, he lifted it up but being a little too enthusiastic, he prodded my asshole instead of my pussy... Not knowing if that was a hint or an accident, I looked over my shoulder to see what he wanted... I know he loved sticking it up my ass but without lube, it wouldn't be that enjoyable for either of us...

'You wanna take me in the ass...?'

'Absolutely...'

'Take the lube and removed the condom...'

'... Whut...?'

'I want to feel you cum inside me...'

I didn't had to say that twice though... He got to my suitcase as fast as he could in search for the bottle of lube I brought along... Once he got back, he squirts a generous amount of lube on my tail hole and smothered his dick in it... Getting his cock inside my ass was always a tight fit but it went a lot smoother once his tip got in... Slowly but steady, he went in and out, deeper with each thrust while Sam kept eating my pussy... I couldn't handle him being so rough on my ass as he was on my cunt... So he kept it nice and slow but still gave those firm thrusts... And even though I tried eating Sam's pussy at the same time, it was kind of hard to keep my head steady when I got fucked from behind... And at some point, I couldn't even focus on doing so... I just let them do their thing on me... Looking at my right, I saw my dildo just lying there... We had our talks about what we wanted to experience and to me, I wanted to try new things... Getting fucked and eaten out at the same time was one thing but taking two dicks was something on my wish list as well... So when I got hold of my dildo, and reached back to give it to Sam, I simply just asked her... There was no response at first when she took it from me... But then she lifted my ass up as Blain pulled out to make room for it... She gently rubbed the tip of my dildo between my pussy lips and with just a bit of pressure, it slid all the way in... Blain applied more of that cold lube on my ass and started prodding again until he got in... "Holy ffffffuck..." I didn't know what to expect but I certainly wasn't expecting this... My ass had this burning sensation every time he pulled out and I could feel my pussy pulsating as a tidal wave of pleasures came crashing down on me over and over again... And even though it wasn't anything like a rough pounding, it was the most intense fuck I've ever had... Looking down between my legs, I saw that Sam was simply holding the dildo and the thrusts that Blain gave caused me to move back and forth... I felt those two dicks getting inside me deeper and to me, it felt as if I could burst out of my skin any second... But apparantly, I have this particular thing I do when I'm about to reach my climax... Something I hardly ever notice during the heat of the moment...

'Sikterque anu la dandurüm...'

'You alright...?'

'Y-Yeah, I-I'm fine, go on... H-Hah, fuck... Na'am, shuqay...'

'It's a good sign when you start talking Urdu, right...?'

I wasn't even responding to that... But he was right, it was a good sign whenever I started talking Urdu during sex... I just can't control it, like pretty much everything else when it came to sex... To him, it seemed like it was always quite the turn-on, even though he couldn't understand a word I was saying every time... But perhaps that was exactly why it was exciting for him and he could only guess what it meant... Nevertheless, he kept going... And at that point, I could hardly keep a straight face... It wasn't like anything I've experienced before... All these years, I explored my boundaries and tried to raise the bar each time when curiosity got the better of me... Ten years ago, I couldn't imagine myself taking two dicks at the same time... But there I was that night, with the two people I loved the most... The overwhelming warmth and sense of intimacy I felt got me fired up like I never was before... It was a strange mixture of love, passion and lust and yet somehow, it all seemed to blend in perfectly...

I didn't know how much longer I was going to last... I felt my knees getting weak and I leaned forward to rest my head on the bed, clenching the bed sheets... Moaning and huffing and puffing out loud only seemed to encourage him to fuck me harder... But by the sound of it, he wasn't going to last much longer himself... It felt like it was a competition of some sort, like who'd get off first, me or him...? Getting fucked like that feels as if you're about to reach your climax any second so you'll hardly know when you actually do... But it always starts the same way... It starts small, like a tingle in your stomach that gets more intense the longer you're at it, slowly spreading out all over you until it explodes and your whole body feels like jello... He was so caught up with himself that he hardly noticed I came... Or perhaps he did but just wanted to finish the job... Either way, he didn't stop... Instead, he turned it up a notch by pounding me harder and by then, I was practically a rag doll... I couldn't move a muscle and it was way too much for me to handle... Getting fucked after you came hard was mind boggling... Nothing in this world exists and your mind turns blank, losing control of everything... It got so intense, I couldn't even tell if I was moaning or screaming in pleasure... But then it happened again, shortly after the first one... And only moments later, I felt his cock throbbing and his warm cum squirted in my ass... Blain leaned forward and firmly held on to my shoulders and bit my neck-scruff... I heard him groaning and slammed it inside me a couple of times to get out every drop of sperm... And by then, I felt like I was about to pass out... Blain gently pulled out and I just let myself fall down on the bed... My ass and pussy felt burning hot and it felt as if my pussy had a heart beat of its own... Cum dripping out of my ass and I couldn't move a muscle as I tried to catch breathe again... My whole body felt like mush and I was so exhausted, panting my lungs out...

Slowly, I was snapping back to reality... I had my closed for a while, drifting away in that blissful afterglow feeling ever so relaxed... I couldn't think... All those wonderful feelings were slowly seeping away like a wave retracting itself until it disappeared completely... And when I did open my eyes, I saw Blain half passed out on the bed while Sam sat upright, smiling innocently...

'You seemed to like that, didn't you, Ceylan...?'

'Hehehe... That obvious, huh...?'

'Oh, definitely...'

'I feel shattered... But my god, that was amazing...'

'I'll say...'

'I'm still shaking...'

'Hihi...'

'You've got a bit of, uh...'

'Hm...?'

'You've got some cum on your forehead...'

'The price I have to pay for a front row seat...'

'Is he asleep...?'

'I think so...?'

'I'm alright, ladies... Just gimme a minute...'

It's like waiting for Christmas... All year long, you wait for that day to come, getting more excited as it draws near and when it finally does, it's over before you'll know it... I realized that when Sam made her way to the bathroom, presumably to wash the cum of her forehead... It probably happened when Blain pulled out while she was underneath me... I moved over towards him and placed my head on his chest, gently caressing his stomach as his hand reached out to mine...

'Was this everything you expected it to be...?'

'I didn't even know what to expect... But it sure as hell exceeded anything I ever imagined...'

'Hehehe...'

'I honestly never thought we'd ever go through with this...'

'Neither did I... But we did...'

'Thanks...'

'For what...?'

'For making a horny teenager's wet dream come true...'

'She was amazing, wasn't she...?'

'Look, I, uhm...'

'No, it's okay...'

'I just don't want to give you the feeling that I'm preferring her over you... I mean, that's not what it was and...'

'No, of course not... It's alright, Blain... We all give something to one another that the other cannot... And there's nothing wrong with that... We've all pleased each other in our own way which we should cherish... This is what makes us whole and what makes all of this work... And as soon as we start to prefer someone over the other, then all of that would be lost...'

'Heh...'

'I can only ask you to stay honest with me and Sam and talk about it when something is on your mind...'

'As long as you'll do the same...'

'Always...'

Blain looked at me and squeezed my hand while a smile appeared on his face... He leaned over on his face and brought his face closer and pressed his lips against mine... With him lying on top of me, the two of us were making out but we got so caught up that we didn't noticed that Sam returned... And when we did notice her, she got on the bed and crawled towards us... First she gave me a kiss and afterwards, turned to him... Sam was caressing his stomach and kept staring at his dick... It seemed as if she wanted to have another go with him but it takes a while before a guy is up and running again so she patiently waited for him to be ready... The two of them were playfully fondling each other and making out while I was right next to Blain... And as soon as his erection started to pop up, Sam wasted no time and gave him one hell of a blowjob... Blain wanted to go down on her but all Sam cared about was getting him hard just so that she could ride him... And while she was sucking him off, I already grabbed another condom from my suitcase and handed it over to her... She sat on top of him once she rolled the condom over his shaft and grind her pussy against it... There was no need for foreplay... She was dripping wet already and his dick slid right in... Watching them fuck for the second time was so amazing to see... That perfect pear shaped ass of hers slowly twerked his cock dry and at times like that, I wish I was born a male instead so that she could ride me like that as well... But I'll just have to settle by watching her ride him instead... It was one of the hottest things I've ever seen in my life but I had no desire to partake... I was absolutely exhausted and barely had the energy to stay awake... But I was glad that I did to simply watch them getting it on... It was so beautiful to see how the two of them surrendered to each other... Even though Blain always tried to last for as long as he possibly could, it seemed as if he was the one who allowed himself to indulge in all the pleasures she was offering... And I've never seen anyone so eager to please like Sam... I could actually learn a thing or two by just watching her... Sam seemed to have the time of her life and that's all that mattered... It's the sole reason why we were there in that night...

There was a certain satisfaction in her eyes when she made him reach his climax... I know I've felt that satisfaction countless of times... The three of us were making out with each other when all of it came to an end and the three of us took a quick shower together... And after getting back in bed, Blain and Sam lied down next to me... With me in the middle, I reached my arms out and held them close, kissing their foreheads... And out of everything that happened that night, that was the most wonderful feeling... I felt so happy and so content but more importantly, it felt great to have had them both with me... I felt so relieved that they knew and realizing that I no longer had to lie to them and to myself anymore was truly liberating... Looking to my left and right, I noticed they were dozing off as I felt their warm breath in my neck... Feeling ever so content, I closed my eyes knowing this was the start of something beautiful and drifted away in the most relaxing sleep I've ever had...

But it only felt like I had a couple of minutes of sleep... In fact, it's been several hours since... I woke up from the sound of the balcony door closing but it was rather loud, especially at four AM in the morning when I checked my phone to see the time... At first, I thought it was morning already and that we had to get up... But I noticed I was all alone in bed and that it was still dark outside but I heard people whispering outside... I was so sleep-drunk, it took me a while to realize that it was actually Sam and Blain who were sitting outside... The door didn't properly shut in the lock and was left ajar so that I could clearly hear what they were talking about... Slowly, I began waking up and while I wasn't intending to eavesdrop, I couldn't help to overhear their entire conversation...

'Hi...'

'Oh, hey Sam... You alright...?'

'I'm fine...'

'Is Ceylan still asleep...?'

'She is, yeah...'

'Hm...'

'What about you...? Everything okay...?'

'I was just craving a smoke...'

'Can I have one...?'

'I thought you quite smoking...'

'I did but after tonight, well...'

'Hehehe... Here...'

'Thanks... Got a light...?'

It stayed quiet for a couple of minutes and I had a feeling in my gut that this wasn't simply just about smoking a cigarette together... I just couldn't shake off the feeling that something more was behind it... And I didn't know what caused that feeling... Perhaps it was the way they were talking to each other, like there was a lot of uncertainty in their voices... But what I heard that night was something I never expected to hear from them... It started when Sam broke the silence after a while...

'She really is in love with us, isn't she...?'

'She is, yeah...'

'Heh...'

'Why...?'

'I thought that tonight would be about us just fooling around and nothing more... But it seemed to be so much more to her...'

'That's what she always told us... She never kept that secret...'

'No... But it's just the way she cares, the things she says... Even the way she looks at us... It's all there, you know...?'

'Yeah...'

'To her, sex isn't just "sex"... She always refers it as "a moment" or "intimacy"...'

'That's exactly what's been on my mind as well... It's a question I've been meaning to ask for a very long time but I never dared asking her...'

'Like what...?'

'Well, you know what she's been through... After all these years, you finally know what happened to her and it's something that I've known all along...'

'Yeah...?'

'So... Why is she doing the one thing that tore her apart in the first place...? Why does she want this...? It just doesn't make any sense to me and it seems like it's a decision we take for her instead...'

'You're talking about sex...'

'Yeah...'

'Who knows... It's hard to say, Blain... I can't even begin to imagine what it must've been like for her...'

'Neither can I...'

'I'm still studying psychology but I learned enough to figure her out... And over the years, she confided in me in a lot of things she's struggling with that other people take for granted... Obstacles that seem so ordinary and easy are an uphill emotional struggle for her... But pieces of the puzzle finally started to fall in place once she told me what happened to her... '

'What do you mean...?'

'Well, for example, you had that car accident several years ago...'

'Ugh, don't remind me, that was bad enough as it was...'

'Exactly... And even though it wasn't your fault, you were scared to get back at the wheel again... But you still managed to overcome your fear of driving by simply going for it...'

'Okay, so hows that even relevant...?'

'Ceylan is overcoming her fear of intimacy by simply engaging in it...'

'What, really...? That's your conclusion...? That sounds kind of strange...'

'Some people tend to avoid the things that harmed them in the first place while others choose not to define their life by it... So it's not that strange once when you think about it...'

'How so...?'

'Haven't you noticed how desperate she was when she realized that things might not been the same between me and her after I've been gone for so long...? That Ceylan and I would never spend a night together ever again...?'

'Yeah...?'

'She has that with you as well... To me, it feels like we're helping her overcome and if we're not emotionally available to her in that particular regard, she feels lost...'

'But why, I mean...'

'Because we give her a choice... And having a choice means she's the one in control of her actions... That's what makes the difference and what makes us so special to her...'

'To be in control...?'

'Yes... Because she wasn't back when it happened...'

'Heh...'

'She allows us to be a part of her life in ways that others never will simply because she trusts us the most... Her feelings for us keeps her going...'

'Even when she knows the feelings aren't mutual...?'

'Ceylan told me that even though her feelings for me aren't mutual, she knows I still love her... It's different but nevertheless, it's still love that keeps us together, either as friends or something a little more than that... And that's all she needs, just to know that she's being loved and receive that in return in...'

'You really think this is healthy for her...?'

'This isn't just about sex... Sex is just a small but a very important aspect of the whole picture... It's about coming to terms with herself when she's most vulnerable...'

'She mentioned that to me...'

'What do you mean...?'

'Ceylan once said that if I wouldn't take advantage of her when she's at her weakest, I certainly wouldn't when she's at her strongest...'

'And that's certainly true...'

'So why are we doing this then...? What could possibly justify us having sex with a girl who's feelings for us aren't mutual...?'

'Because I think we need her just as much as she needs us for all the same reasons...'

'Heh...'

'It's the little things that do it for me, you know... The way she smiles whenever she sees us is the kind of smile you'll never see otherwise... And I can't deny that even though her feelings for me aren't mutual, she makes me happier than anyone else ever could... Which is why I always came back to her... It's all she ever wanted... And I know how much I mean to her...'

'She wants to make us happy...'

'Yeah... To her, its an affirmation that she matters to us...'

'Whenever I asked Ceylan why she want to sleep with me, she always said that its a way to express feelings for me that can't be put in words...'

'That's what she said to me as well...'

'So who's to say it's the right thing to give in to that...?'

'You feel guilty about it...'

'I do...'

'Why...?'

It stayed silent for a long time while I anxiously awaited for them to continue... Blain often talked to me about feeling guilty but whenever we talked, we always worked it out... But that night, I realized that he never truly told me what was on his mind and that he held things back from me... And while I reassured him every time that all was well, things that happened years ago still seemed to have an impact on him...

'You know, I used to have feelings for her... I was madly in love with her, back when we were just teens... But Ceylan had her issues to work out after everything that happened... And because of that, she kept me at a distance...'

'Heh...'

'She wasn't supposed to ever experience anything like that, especially at such a young age... And it broke my heart to see the girl I fell in love with spiraling down... She isolated herself and kept people at a distance while she was losing her mind... She changed so much that I hardly recognized her... And even though she kept me at a distance, I should've been there for her... But instead, I abandoned Ceylan when she needed me the most because I had to let her go... I couldn't handle seeing her like that... I moved on to another girl instead and denied everything she was going through to make things easier for me... And I hardly had any contact with her at all while she was going through hell all alone... I saw what it did to her and yet I did nothing...'

'I see... Is that why you're afraid of commitment...? Afraid of seeing her spiraling down again...?'

'Yeah... And all this time, whenever she tried to get in touch, she pretended all was well while I knew she wasn't... But I barely even responded and denied everything she was going through until at some point, she stopped reaching out to me... When I didn't hear from her for two weeks, I scraped all of my guts together and went to see her... And I stood there like a fucking dipshit with a goddamn box of chocolates, like that would make everything okay...'

'Well, you know how much she loves chocolate...'

'I thought so too at the time but needless to say, she was pissed... I tried explaining myself but I couldn't find a good reason... But despite everything, you know what she said...?'

'What...?'

'She said that I didn't owe her an explanation... I was there that day for her and that's all that mattered...'

'Yeah...'

'It took a long time before things started to go back the way they were between us but my feelings for her were just gone, you know...? Feeling guilty, the walls she pulled up and to have been kept at a distance... And I know she did that to protect me but I should've been there, Sam... I should've been there to tear down those walls she build around herself but I didn't because I couldn't handle it...'

'What happened after that...?'

'It took quite some years for Ceylan to get her life back on track and I never left her side since... But instead, she started to have feelings for me while mine just weren't there anymore... And yet I still sleep with her...'

'Heh...'

'Don't get me wrong, Sam... I care for her very much, I really do but that just makes it worse... Who in their right would do that to her, knowing what she's been through and taking advantage of her that way...? What kind of a fucked person do you have to be to pull off something like that...?'

'Why would you say that...?'

'Because I'm not any better than the guys that took everything from her...'

Hearing him pour his heart out to Sam made me tear up a little on the inside... He always told me the truth but never the whole truth and he never sounded more sincere than he did that night... It was so heart-wrenching to hear... But I didn't want him to feel that way about me, especially when his thoughts weren't based on any truths... But Sam managed to explain it to him in ten minutes what I tried to for years... I always told him yet somehow, it never really got through to him... And if I couldn't make that clear to him after all these years, then our relationship would be doomed to fail at some point... The thought alone of losing him churned my stomach but I wasn't intending to, not after everything we managed to build up for ourselves so I knew I had to step up to it once more... Except this time, I wouldn't be alone which gave me hope... So I got out of bed and put on my bra and panties and took a bathrobe from the bathroom... Once I got to the balcony door, I carefully opened it and when I peeked around the corner, I saw them sitting there... Blain had his face buried in the palms of his hands, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees while Sam kept staring ahead in blank space... And the moment I said it, both of them looked up surprised and face me...

'That's not true... Being with you makes me realize that you have nothing in common with them...'

They kept staring at me with a bit of a puzzled look while I made my way towards Blain and sat down sideways on his lap... Having my arms around him, I held him close and gave him a firm cuddle... He averted his eyes from me when I looked down on him, like he was ashamed to realize that I overheard everything... But then I gently nudged his chin up and made him face me...

'I can't changed what happened, Blain... Every day, I wish I could but I can't... But as Sam mentioned, it's something I no longer want to define my life by... And it wasn't just me who was affected by it... It hit you pretty hard as well... And maybe you don't want to talk about it to protect me... But it's just as important for you as it is for me in order to move on... I know it fucked me up more than I'd like to admit... I know it'll always be a part of me and I'll always have setbacks but I managed to move forward and not look back as much as I used to...'

'Heh...'

'Sometimes, whenever I have a setback, I need to be alone to set things straight for myself... And while things haven't been easy, I also know that I was wrong to have kept you at a distance... I know I shouldn't have... I'm sorry I made you feel like you couldn't talk to me about it but you did that to protect me at the cost of yourself... You made me realize that my burden wasn't mine alone to carry but yours should've been mine to carry as well...'

'Why didn't you just go to the police, Ceylan...?'

'Because nothing made sense afterwards... My whole world was turned upside down and I was scared... It seemed to have been the right thing at the time to stay silent but it wasn't...'

'It's not too late...'

'No it's not... But I just can't go through it all again, not when things are finally getting better after all these years... Not when I'm slowly turning my life around... Everything I've build up would've been for nothing and I'd lose it all once more... So I won't...'

'I see...'

'You shouldn't feel guilty... You came back for me when I needed you the most and stayed with me since... And that's all it ever took for me to know that what we have is right... One good experience doesn't outweigh a bad one... And it took a long time for me to realize that there's beauty in it as well... All the feelings you and Sam give me makes me feel more alive than I ever was and it's what keeps me going... But most importantly, it's something that no one can ever take away from me...'

'Heh...'

'I can't let it define my life anymore... I need to move forward... But I can't when I know you're stuck in the past... This isn't something you'll have to go through alone...'

'But you did go through it all alone...'

'No, I wasn't... I wasn't alone... Because you came back for me when others didn't... You were there every step of the way and showed me all the beauty that it has...'

'You know I love you very much, Ceylan but I just... I can't make that commitment to you...'

'It's alright... I never expected you to because I can't make that commitment myself... Perhaps one day, you can when it feels right to do so... Maybe one day, I'll be able to as well... But until that day comes, I want to give in to the things we have and make it count if you'll have me...'

'What do you mean, if I'd have you...?'

'I know I can be difficult... I know I haven't always treated you fair and blamed you for things that I shouldn't have... But that was a long time ago and despite everything, you stayed with me except I never gave you that consideration...'

'What consideration...?'

'If I'm the girl you'd like to be with... If I'm good enough for you... But most importantly, if this is actually something you want to have with me...'

'Why would you even ask that...?'

'Because it's always been about me and that's not right...'

'Is that why you want an open relationship...? Just so that I could go and see someone else...?'

'It's not just about seeing someone... It's about finding out what's right for you... You can't do that if I'd take all of your time... I wouldn't hold it against you if you'd find someone else because I can imagine that this is not what you want or need...'

'What about you...?'

'I know one day, it'll all come to an end when you and Sam want to commit yourself to the person you love the most... I can't be in the way of that regardless of how I'd feel about it simply because it's not right to do so... But until then, I want to be with you and Sam until the day you know for sure...'

'Really...? You mean that...?'

'Yes... It's the journey that matters, not the destination... So don't feel guilty about it... Don't feel guilty about sleeping with me... You and I came this far already, Blain... And I know we'll manage, like we always have...'

I looked at Blain and heard him sighing quietly... And when his eyes met mine, I gently kissed his forehead and caressed his hair... Hearing him sigh once more, he rested his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my stomach to hold me close... Sam looked at us for a moment and smiled as I gave her a nod... When I reached my hand out to her as well, Sam moved closer towards us and so, the three of us just cuddled in total silence for a while... But we couldn't sleep anymore after that... So the three of us stayed on the balcony and watched the sun rise over Stanford... It's so strange because it seemed to have some kind of symbolic meaning, like the start of something new... And in a way, it was... Every time I looked at Blain, I knew it was going to take time for him... But he'll manage, like he always has... Sam and I would make sure of that... And while it wasn't easy for Sam as well, hearing that I made her happier than anyone else ever could was another reassurance that I was doing good... Being with them made me feel loved and cherished and made me happier than I've ever been... But despite everything, the three of us never made it official... I suppose there was no need to acknowledge something we already knew... So when the sun came up and a whole new day started, it also felt like I began anew with Sam and Blain by my side... And it was the most beautiful thing I ever experienced...

Somehow, Blain always had the feeling that he had to commit himself to me but I never knew why... But I never realized I was the reason for his fear of commitment in the first place and it opened my eyes when I realized how much of his feelings were neglected by me... But knowing about it also meant we could start over... To be accepted by them the way I was felt liberating... I know my feelings for them would never change... Sam told Blain that both him and her were doing this for the same reasons as I did... And while they were both under the impression that what we had was just about having sex, they came to realize that it wasn't... They wanted to feel that they were being loved and to have someone emotionally available without realizing that they needed that... Perhaps that's the reason why they always came back to me because I made them feel that way... They didn't seem to realize that sex was just a small but an important aspect to fulfill those needs... And it's the kind of bond you'll never have otherwise but out of everything you can have with someone, this was the most beautiful to have... No one could tell me otherwise...

When I look back at that day in my life, I realized I risked everything I had with them by involving Sam... I had to in order to make things go the way they were supposed to go... And even though the talks we've had weren't easy and there was a lot of miscommunication, it all led to that one moment we've spend together... That night happened way too fast and I wished it could've last forever but like all things, it came to an end but it wasn't the end of us... Instead, it was the beginning of something new and something more beautiful than I could ever dream of having... And that all started by having a threesome... So who's to say that three's a crowd...?