Damn it. What had I gotten myself into?
I tried distracting myself with some dinner (some half-microwaved lasagna cooked from a few nights ago) and a good run through the streaming services this penthouse had to offer, before my thoughts finally...
Age Difference, Angst, Assassin, Attempted Murder, Character Development, Choking, City, Death, Detective, Drama, Gay Relationships, Guns, M/M, Mystery, Ocelot, Penthouse, Prostitution, Story Progression, Timber Wolf, Trigger warning, Violence (Not In Yiff), WritingGroupChallenge, investigating
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Adaptability was required for an inner-city prostitute to survive.
On the job for some easy cash, I needed to remember exit points in a...
Adult, Age Difference, Anthro, Blood, City, Death, Drama, Gay, Gay Relationships, Gore, Hitman, M/M, Murder, Mystery, Neo noir, Ocelot, Past abuse mentioned, Patreon, Short Story, Story Series, Thriller, Trauma, Trigger warning, Wolf, apartment, healing, prostitute, stitches
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trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abuse!!! an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Depression, Experimental, Experimental story, Fantasy, Fiction, Non-erotic, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Suicidal ideation, Suicide, Trigger warning, Warning warning warning, mental health, self-harm, warning
**No More**
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No more.
Please, no more.
I can't take this, this mental barrage, curled up into a ball, hunkered down, hiding, waiting it out. I can rock and I can rock but, oh - there's no manner of self-soothing that can match up to the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Fear, Harm, Nightmares, PTSD, Pain, Random species, Short Story, Species unclear, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, darkness, hurt, injury, introspective, mental health, monologue, past, warning
**Cancer**
One more book, one more page. One more website, one more scroll.
Come on, you can do this. I believe in you.
It's late at night and, still, I'm up, reading and reading, the light from the laptop screen...
Based on real life, First person pov, Pain, Short Story, Solo, Story, Terminal illness, The furry mind, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, Tw, cancer, hurt, illness, introspective, mental health, monologue, non-fiction, psyche, sickness, terminal, warning
**The Art of Creation**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
_Commissioned by anonymous_
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_March 2022_
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I sighed, leaning back against my computer chair, lightly swivelling back and forth. I kicked at the...
Adult Themes, Anthro, Character Development, Deer, Deer taur, Doe, Doe taur, Family, Fantasy, Fox, Furry, Gay Relationships, Human, M/F, M/M, Male/Female, Male/Male, Man, Non-erotic, Plot Development, Real Life, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Straight relationships, Taur, Trigger warning, lgbt, plot, reality, warning
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trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abusive relationships!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Adult, Adult Themes, Contemporary, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental, First Person, Harsh, Mature, Memories, PTSD, Recollection, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Story, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, mental health, monologue, prose, recovery, snippet, warning
**Chapter Five**
**A Prelude to Partying**
Had I been able to reflect on the past hour or so, I would've retraced my memories to find a warm, welcoming comfort within them: the confident, yet gentle assurance Perci had given me on the couch, the...
Avian, BDSM, Bear, Bird, Canine, Casual nudity, Cat, Comedy, Dog, Dominance, Exhibitionism, Feline, Goat, Humiliation, M/F, Mountain Goat, Nudity, Paddling, Parrot, Poodle, S&M, Siamese Cat, Spanking, Submission, Submissive, Tiger, Trigger warning, Voyeurism, anxiety, anxiety attack, casual, coming of age, dominant, kink, slice of life
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warning for dark themes, abusive relationships and implied suicidal thoughts.
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Cutting out, Dark themes, Dark thoughts, Depression, Isolating, Manipulation, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Suicidal thoughts, Trigger warning, Tw, abusive, anxiety, control, mental health, monologue, no gender, no species, warning
**Feeling Helpless**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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_If I get to five o'clock, I can have a drink._
The mantra of the day. If I do this, this means I'm not addicted. This means I'm not dependent. This means I'm not...
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Alcohol, Alcohol abuse, Depression, Entrapment, Escapism, Feeling helpless, First Person, Mild alcohol abuse, Negative thinking, Non-specific species, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, helpless, introspective, mental health, monologue, recovery, warning
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warning for dark themes, abusive relationships, emotional blackmail and suicidal thoughts.
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Blackmail, Dark themes, Depression, Fear, First Person, Relationship, Relationships, Threat, Threat of harm, Threat of suicide, Toxic relationships, Trauma, Trigger warning, Warning warning warning, anxiety, introspective, mental health, monologue, stress, toxic, warning
**Not Taking a Spa Day**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It was not all that long ago, in the grand scheme of things, that I went on a day trip to a spa with several pools and naturally warmed water: it was a big draw for the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Escapism, Mature, Negative spirals, Negative thinking, No Escape, PTSD, Pain, Short Story, Spa day, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, escape, flashbacks, introspective, mental health, psyche, suffering, trigger, warning