However, unwillingness to be in storage might compound this effect and impact mental health. take note. subject requested to terminate contract. request denied.
**personal comments**
request denied!
Animation, Decro, Goo, Intelligence, Male, Science, Spire, Wolf, arctic, artificial, experiment, noncon, nonconsent, suspended, unwilling
The walk through the cold and snow is the road i walked alone, because mental health and relationship health is a very, very lonely matter to broach. the grave is that of one who i feel is dead to me: dead in mind.
Amethyst, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Church, Clean, Dark, Death, Equine, Fight, Fighting, Gravestones, Graveyard, Hate, Headstones, Horse, Ice, Living, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Relationships, Snow, dying, hope, life, lonely, mental health, wasteland
"Start by showing us where the search has been undertaken." I told Jack the next morning. As we all circled around a table with several maps spread out on its top. Taking up a map marker he pinned it to a spot Northeast of town. Wrapping a string...
Alternate Reality, Character Development, Clean, Dragon, Dragoness, Emotional, Family, Feral, Near Future, No-Yiff, Non-Anthro, Pain, Plot Development, Post-Apocalyptic, Sci-Fi, Science Fiction, Story Series, Talk, comfort, cutting, mental health
**Cancer**
One more book, one more page. One more website, one more scroll.
Come on, you can do this. I believe in you.
It's late at night and, still, I'm up, reading and reading, the light from the laptop screen...
Based on real life, First person pov, Pain, Short Story, Solo, Story, Terminal illness, The furry mind, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, Tw, cancer, hurt, illness, introspective, mental health, monologue, non-fiction, psyche, sickness, terminal, warning
**Borrowing Freedom**
_Written by Amethyst Mare (Arian Mabe)_
Do you know how to fly?
No, of course not, that would be crazy. There are some furs and sentient beings in this world that have experienced flight in one manner or another, I'm sure...
Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Blaze, Clean, Equine, Gallop, Horse, Horse Riding, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Outdoors, Patreon, Riding, Short Story, Shyhoof, Stories, Story, Tribute, chestnut, escape, freedom, life, mental health, slice of life, tack
**Isolation**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It happened slowly. So slowly, that I didn't even realise it was happening.
_When are you going to be online?_
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Ah, a message. It could be so innocent. He misses me, I...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Cutting out, Dark themes, Dark thoughts, Depression, Isolating, Manipulation, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Suicidal thoughts, Trigger warning, Tw, abusive, anxiety, control, mental health, monologue, no gender, no species, warning
**I threw the ring away**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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I threw the ring away. It was unique, different, silver and gold twisted together with three small, clear stones. It came in a small, green box with a sparkle effect...
Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Depression, Emotional, Emotional healing, Good health, Meaning, Mental healing, Mindful, No obvious triggers, PTSD, Short Story, Story, Thoughtful, abusive, anxiety, healing, introspective, letting go, mental, mental health, monologue, psyche, recovery, ring
**The Dying Game**
_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
_@arianmabe_
_Cover art by Orobas_
Autumn lingered. Great Britain crawled into December like a raindrop trickling down glass. The river was as cold as such unmoving glass, toying with...
Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Cat, Clean, Death, Drama, Equine, Family, Feline, Fiction, Horse, Hospital, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Relationships, Romance, Short Story, Story, Tragedy, Young Love, accident, dying, health, injury, life, mental health, relations, romantic
**Blackmail**
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"If you don't go back to him, he's going to kill himself."
_No, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO!_
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What do I do? What can I do? Everything's happening so fast, trees flashing by darkly on a road that I've driven so many...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Blackmail, Dark themes, Depression, Fear, First Person, Relationship, Relationships, Threat, Threat of harm, Threat of suicide, Toxic relationships, Trauma, Trigger warning, Warning warning warning, anxiety, introspective, mental health, monologue, stress, toxic, warning
**No More**
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No more.
Please, no more.
I can't take this, this mental barrage, curled up into a ball, hunkered down, hiding, waiting it out. I can rock and I can rock but, oh - there's no manner of self-soothing that can match up to the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Fear, Harm, Nightmares, PTSD, Pain, Random species, Short Story, Species unclear, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, darkness, hurt, injury, introspective, mental health, monologue, past, warning
Your mental health's more important. we both know our way around tools and what not, but it really seems like you need a distraction." he spoke those words with something a little suggestive behind them.
Age Difference, Anal, Angst, Bear, Deep Throat, Desperation, Domination/Submission, Facefucking, Fingering, Forest, Fox, Lion, M/M, M/M/M, Oral, Outdoors, Premature Ejaculation, Rough, Threesome, Voyeurism, deepthroat, embarrassment, loneliness, mental health, spit roast, spitroast