The Alley Fights Back
In place of high tension, there came an excruciating feeling of guilt and self-hatred. left-over human emotions, sure, but powerful nonetheless. i knew isthia was right; being a selfish clown wasn't helping the situation at all.
Roo'd Awakening
Riley's heart shattered like crystal, his inward self-hatred and rage consuming him, for what he'd done.
Travels: Part One
\>you shake your head as if to shake those thoughts of self-hatred loose \>”yes, father?”
2500 Days Chapter 7&8 (Gay Romance)
A mixture of self-hatred, sadness, anxiety, and pessimism all combined into a deadly cocktail of emotional distress. "i guess you know the full ugly truth about me michael.
The Experiment 1
Chuck couldn't help to hear him, and as he turned steve - his self-hatred for ruining what he'd seen in his head - immediately felt a fresh rush of horniness burst through them. chuck seemed to feel it too; that or something just as powerful.
Anything For Love - Part 3
The goat sat there in his pool of piss, a feeling of self-hatred filling up the space left by kino's loss. "i mean what i say, boy", the bovine said in his deep voice. "i've been true to my word this whole time.
Razed - Chapter 13
That awful falling feeling again, dread and despair and self hatred and all that blood bubbling up inside me and oh my god i_am_ going to puke. "fuck, what is wrong with me?"
Along the Way
How many still mornings did he push through where his self-hatred clouded his mind before the day even began? how many moments where he caught himself wondering if he'd somehow fooled audrey into loving him had tortured him mercilessly?
United Through Two Worlds Chapter 14
"you didn't killed her michael" will interjected, attempting to quell the man self hatred. "i might as well have..." michael continued "what's the chance i'll find her again? you tell me!"
The Self Destructive Impulse
I just wanted life to be over, to escape from the gut wrenching dread and self hatred. did i want purpose? did i want to give someone else satisfaction at the expense of my body and mind? what did i care anyway?
Chapter 8 The Hidden Ancients
self-hatred was burning through her when she felt mala's sharp black nails playfully pinch her cheek and stretch it. "cut it out!" laila cried at once, trying and failing not to smile. she and her sister looked at each other fondly.
A Brooding Mood
Jacqueline: miserable and alone, wracked with self-hatred and desperate to satisfy the one core defining feature of her existence. she wants to breed by any means necessary, with anyone who will claim her womb.