**Feeling Helpless**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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_If I get to five o'clock, I can have a drink._
The mantra of the day. If I do this, this means I'm not addicted. This means I'm not dependent. This means I'm not...
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Alcohol, Alcohol abuse, Depression, Entrapment, Escapism, Feeling helpless, First Person, Mild alcohol abuse, Negative thinking, Non-specific species, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, helpless, introspective, mental health, monologue, recovery, warning
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trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health, ptsd and abusive relationships!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Anger, Bad Language, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental fiction, Fear, Fiction, Help, Humiliation, PTSD, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Toxic relationships, Trigger warning, abusive, aid, anxiety, experiment, flashbacks, health, mental health, monologue, recovery, sadness, trigger, warning
**Retribution**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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_This monologue, written in first person present tense, contains heavy themes pertaining to abusive relationships and mental...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Adult Themes, Anger, Anthro, Any Species, Bad Language, Dark, Dark themes, First Person, Mature, Pain, Present tense, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Toxic relationships, Trauma, Trigger warning, Tw, furry, healing, mental health, monologue, past, psyche, retribution
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warning for dark themes and brief mention of suicidal thoughts.
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Adult Themes, Any Species, Any character, Dark, Dark thoughts, Depression, Experimental, Harm, Mature, Non gender specific, PTSD, Pain, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Suicide mention warning, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, anxiety, experiment, introspective, mental health, toxic, trigger, warning
**Flashbacks**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It wasn't anything big, not really. It wasn't that bad. It _couldn't_ have been that bad. After all, I'm still here...
...aren't I?
I want to think so, I really do,...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Any Species, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, First Person, Harsh themes, Heavy topics, PTSD, Pain, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, Vague species, anxiety, flashback, flashbacks, healing, hurt, injury, introspective, mental health, monologue, recovery, trigger, warning
**Chapter Five**
**A Prelude to Partying**
Had I been able to reflect on the past hour or so, I would've retraced my memories to find a warm, welcoming comfort within them: the confident, yet gentle assurance Perci had given me on the couch, the...
Avian, BDSM, Bear, Bird, Canine, Casual nudity, Cat, Comedy, Dog, Dominance, Exhibitionism, Feline, Goat, Humiliation, M/F, Mountain Goat, Nudity, Paddling, Parrot, Poodle, S&M, Siamese Cat, Spanking, Submission, Submissive, Tiger, Trigger warning, Voyeurism, anxiety, anxiety attack, casual, coming of age, dominant, kink, slice of life
**My Fault**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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Don't think. Don't do anything. Don't even fucking breathe.
Just walk. Keep right on walking there, one hoof in front of the other. Think about the sound the pavement makes...
Adult, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Bad Language, Character Development, Death, Depression, Equine, Fault, Filly, First Person, First person pov, Harsh warning, Horse, Mare, Mature, My fault, Negative thinking, Negative thoughts, Negativity, One character, Short Story, Single character, Suicide, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, anxiety, blame, introspective, mental health, swearing
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warning
warning
trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abuse!!! concerns implied torture and extreme threat!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Adult, Adult Themes, Anger, Dark, Dark themes, Death, Experimental fiction, Fiction, Harsh, High emotion, Implied torture, Manipulation, Narcissism, Non-erotic, Prompt piece, Relationship, Relationships, Risk, Short Story, Story, Threat, Torture, Trigger warning, abusive, control, danger, experiment, health, mental health, psychopath, sociopath, trigger, warning
Major trigger warning i pretty much use all these poems i've been writing as a journal, so hope yall enjoy, im trying to become a better writer.
pain, it's the only thing that keeps me sane, without it i'm nothing.
Depression, Pain, Poem, self-harm
, the priest, father tobias, finds out why he was rejected, and how he can now use it to his advantage.story written by bighope
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featuring kaleth
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Abuse, Ass Worship, Betrayal, Church, Corruption, Dominant, Fear, Fighting, Forced, Forced Sex, Fursona, Growth, Hell, M/M, Male, Male/Male, Mild Abuse, Mild Violence, Modern, Murder, Mystic, N/C, NC, Non-Consensual, Punishment, Ritual, Rough, Sacrifice, Series, Snuff, Solo, Soul vore, cruelty, cult
trigger warning: mentions of suicide.
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patron exclusive: as a special bonus to this chapter, read about the r_eal life events that inspired this particular part of the story.
Fiction, Patreon, Stories
And, of course, there are trigger warnings everywhere, but just in case they were passed over, trigger warning for non-con, rape, and drugging.
the needle slipped into his neck without any trouble.
Daddy kink, Drugging, Human, Johniarty, M/M, NC, Rape, Sherlock, non-con