Through the Looking Glass: Penance: Chapter 5-A
Shaking his head and closing his eyes, he took to hugging his legs through the remainder of the night instead, sobbing softly so as not to wake up the snow leopard as his mind addled itself with thoughts of self-hatred and anger.
Untouchable: Chapter 37: Recovery: Oliver
The guilt and self-hatred returned at the sight of sean, he leaned against the wall and everyone except for him, paul and the tabby nurse filed in. "it will be ok oliver," paul said, "it'll be ok."
Poem #57: Blackness
The world the other is closed shutting fast the iron door yet by their faces they seem the same vivid in different lights created from different colors the blackness behind shows an open window into his soul for they are one his own self-hatred
Of Course Of Course (With Illustrations by Soty!)
The only imperfect factor was her face, which was twisting with a mixture of horrible, horrible self hatred, and a moan, a look of easement.
Between Salvation and Sin
I almost turned tail, almost regretted abandoning this life-changing moment for a comfortable life of lies and self-hatred towards my true sexuality. all in the name of my god.
Departure
I knew that i was just making things worse, but i was drunk on self hatred and longing. god, did his lips feel good. i felt like i was floating - just for a moment - but then the cat jumped back, staring at me in shock. "ryan-" he stammered.
The Orca: Your First Fluke
Beyond the invisible peer pressure and the self-hatred, there is another emotional force which is permeating the physical properties of reality itself. this is oscar's lucky day, for something has taken notice of his thoughts and emotions.
Because of Camp, Chapter 3: New Beginnings
For the first time in years he found himself with that unfortunately familiar self hatred outlining his mind. he pinched his eyes closed and forced himself to sleep before zeke made it back.
Imaginary Lover
Hir wrists and neck bore scar tissue from many suicide attempts, or just depressed fits of self-hatred. miri didn't bleed, shi just hurt.
Somebody's Hero (Chapter 2)
Frustration quickly turned into utter self-hatred as he continued through his tears, "why can't i help her? my whole life, i've been waiting for the chance to be somebody's hero, and now, when it actually matters, i just get it thrown back into my face!
Therian Dreaming II - New Beginning's - Chapter Two -
Kelsie, malnourished, scared and now, unable to produce milk to feed her fawn, is scared and hurting - she feels inadequate as a mother, unable to feed their fawn - which only fuels her self hatred within her.
The Depth of Faith
I looked back to the hole, my fate, and writhed inwardly with a twisted maelstrom of lust, fear, desire, worship, and self hatred. i crawled forward on my hands and knees into the collar again, into the agony steeped metal.