A Taste of Something Else ~ Chapter 11
There was still this aching void in my heart, this deep wound of guilt and self-hate that would take a long time to heal, but... already i knew that if william were to suddenly call me three times at three am on a school night, i would be fucking _pissed_.
Drac's Domination 6
Let yourself get kidnapped or abused or otherwise led down a path of self-hate as you gradually learned how little you actually enjoyed being a slave, not actually serving but just being used and abused in a different but no less soul-crushing way than our
Light my Heart - part 3
Subconsciously and to not drown in self hate, that was exactly what he had done. "i am fine", the dragon repeated slow and soft. patamon nodded and even managed a little smile.
The Western Cube Chapter 5
Her body's training to survive the self-hate of her past was making her particularly weak to the cube's 'ministrations' in the present. _just hold together. just hold -_ click click. click clack. clack clack.
Breel, My Literal Angel From Heaven-Part 2
I felt a world of worry and self hate and fear dissolve as he held me. i swear that single moment lasted longer than my entire time in hell. when we parted though, something felt off... better... lighter. our shackles had dissolved.
Dark Soles 8
The pulsing warmth soothed him and brought back the self-hate at the same time. he remembered, at the back of his mind, the satisfaction that he'd felt as he ran through the black flame.
Sleeping dragon
Aiden is only really paying the purple dragon half his attention, the other half is dedicated to mentally beating himself up and wallowing in self-hate, but even then the ram can't believe ruben's casualness at finding out about his nightly abuse
Unwittingly Summoned 6
It was almost like looking into a mirror and seeing the embodiment of all the self-hate that he'd felt all his life.
MEADOWLANDS (2) - Engl
His self-hate grew stronger. fara chuckled. the sound was so gorgeous, like a song of birds and a softly purling stream he wanted to listen to while being far away from this awkward place.
Tryst
Meanwhile, david cringed at the new-age din blaring through the speakers, his implanted memories confirming that his original self hated being driven anywhere by sarah for just the same reason.
Amy and Sally: Girl's Night
She did not want him to see how much he had hurt her, lest he attempt some mocking affectation of guilt or sorrow; as the hedgehog was about to walk away, leaving sally wallowing in her own festering pool of self-hate and anger, the squirrel suddenly found
SWC I
After a few beers, i always got like this, depressed, self-hating, and whiny. chris was by no means sober, but his gentle grasp told me he was more of a loving drunk than anything else. i let myself lean into his arm and laid my head back.