Nightfall - 8. Pain
He brought me through screaming, destructive hopelessness and self loathing and now we were watching television and knocking back bags of blood. it reminded me of before i had someone to hurt for.
Skinwalkers: Distant Thunder, Chapter Twenty One
Clueless, feeling unusually spiteful after their little “talk” at the creek, would glance back every few minutes and smile at the look on her face, which was somewhere between pure seething hatred, and despondent self-loathing.
Preview - Remiel's Fall From Grace
No matter how hard remiel tries to bury these feelings with doubt and self loathing, ramda's kindness and charisma keep digging them up. soon remiel's running out of stamina while ramda has just gotten started.
The Light in My Darkness
It was as if the very stench of his dysphoria and self-loathing were washed away, and he was filled with an inner silence that hadn't seemed possible mere hours ago.
Stall 3
I didn’t want to be reduced to an accessory to their self-loathing, self-destructive bullshit. but after a while, that’s all i found, just trainwreck after trainwreck.
Josie and the R.A.T. Lab Pt.2
I just need to get myself out of this headspace of self-loathing.” the rat pondered for a moment. “do you think it's because you're so large you have such a big refractory period?” josie blushes to hear this question. “maybe . . .
Gift of the Tanuki
_exertions of art_... what comes to mind is frustration, sometimes self-loathing, and the occasional mistake that results in cuts and scrapes.
Aquadynamic
Seething with frustration and unwarranted self-loathing. when you finally regain your composure you shut the locker door. "faster? hmm."
Kobold Kaos
They wondered how long they'd just been standing there, soaking in self-loathing and hot water.
Burying Bones Chapter 8: Hatred of the Demon's Spawn
Alex comments, seemingly entering a whole new level of self loathing. arkanon sighs deeply and repeatedly nuzzles his mate, trying to make her feel safe and happy the way she used to be.
Consequences of the Area 51 Raid
You were broken out of your self-loathing by the sound of some distant engines starting take off. and by the sound of it, it most certainly wasn't made by humans.
Reaching for the Stars - Chapter 35: New Year Cold
He often just sat on his bed, or in the small space between the bed and the nightstand, keeping his thoughts to himself, keeping the violence and harsh words to himself, keeping his self-loathing to himself.