Waiting...
We sit and wait...for whats next the next thing...we dance on the line of madness..we wait to fall of in to the obyss..and descend in to depression..we don't know when or what will hit us just know it will...we sit waiting...waiting for someone with a plastic
Adrift
The klaxon alarm that heralded the evacuation of Terra Prime still haunts my dreams. Even though I am a safe colonist on Lunar Prime. The desolate floating of everything on this rock feels like the primal birth of something voidal, gaping,...
Addiction
Triggers for depression, addiction, and self-harming; i s'pose. just something i wrote while listening to "hell is where i dreamt of you and woke up alone" by blackbear as i reflected on everything going on in my life recently.
Poem: Being Seen
Not being seen, by others. Not being seen, alone. Not being seen, forever. Not being seen, alone. Not being seen, I worry. Not being seen, I tear. Not being seen, forever. Not being seen, I bear. Not being seen, it kills me. Not being...
Poem: For My Mom
CW for suicidal imagery. -------------------------------------------------- I know people crying, weeping. I know people, dying, same. I know people with my faces. I know people with my names. Should I weep for silence loudly, Should I cry...
Hurt: Chaper 1.
I'm going to go ahead and put a disclaimer here. This story may contain content that is unsuitable for underage readers. This includes, but is not limited to, Murder, cursing, Sex, blood and Gore, use of alcohol, drugs, and self-harm. If this is not...
Darkness Ensues
I wake up to darkness sourrounding me. I'm in a room, which seems to be extremely large, but that's probably just the darkness. My ears twitch as a scuttling sound echoes througout the room. A metal blade begins to sharpen against one of the walls,...
Darkness.
Darkness I feel the Darkness growing. Swelling up inside. My life is rather useless. I know I can not hide. The fate which here binds me, The one I can't escape. It pulls me down into that sea, Of blood that I've made. How can i find the...
Kristoffer's Redemption Chapter 11
Kristoffer's redemption chapter 11 second chances it was well into the after noon when Kris and Blaze finally stopped playing checkers. but the day was far from over. "hey Kris you stay right here and I'll be right back okay?" Blaze said as he stood...
Kristoffer's Redemption chapter 5
Kristoffer's Redemption Chapter 5. The diary. Jennifer had to stop and think a moment before she had an idea. "Kristoffer, With your permission I want to try an experiment with you, okay?" Kristoffer, was a bit startled by the word experiment, but...
What if I told You...
Wow, i must be really depressed. what if i told you, i wanted to die. that i'm through with living, and being alive. what if i mentioned, it gets worse every night. the thoughts getting louder, and that i've lost the fight.
Kristoffer's redemption chapter 8
Kristoffer's Redemption Chapter 8 Whatever it takes! The next morning, it was with a heavy heart that Jennifer called the grooming salon and made 2 appointments for claw blunting, fur washing and brushing (full on baths actually), and even teeth...