A redemption of the soul Chapter 4
He began to walk towards out of the exit, that same mumbling of self-hate hit him and cynder jumped to her feet. she leapt on him and she pinned him to the ground. "no! i'm not letting you leave! i have missed you for three years!
Rehabilitation
At a loss for words at the bear's sudden change in demeanor, will couldn't help the spark of something new in his self-hating mire of a mind. something about the bear's words sent a shiver down his spine and knotted his stomach.
What Remains - A Personal Treetop Inn Story
Please do not view this as me asking for your pity or sympathy... just please try to understand when this happens... don't take me too seriously, i'm usually talking out of a great deal of self-hate, confusion, and frustration.
Some Sort of Context
Lingering pain and self-hate. defiance, fear, anger, misery. it had been so tough to convince himself he wasn't... just dirt. worthless, unappealing, disgusting. stupid, ugly, and bad at sex.
Snowflake's Teardrop -- Chapter Two
Kane's self hate was slowly receeding, and with it the nightmares he'd been enduring as well. during our time together while chasing down council members, i'd held kane while he wept silently, he hated and blamed himself for donovan's death.
Misunderstandings
Suddenly all the fear, self-hate, and self-doubt came crashing into jim's mind. "i -" he shook violently. "jim?" steve looked concerned.
Impure - Chapter Eight
Yet it would not be an easy process, made harder still by the fact that single thread of self-hating thought was likely tangled and entwined with a whole host of other things rivi held dear.
Ghosts of my Past
I've tried to change but no matter how hard i try it all seems so far out of range my struggle is breaking me apart and tearing me down i'm so deep in my sorrow it feels as if i might drown i feel like this is the only outlet for all of my self-hate
A New Life in a New Body: Getting Out
Other than chris being his usual self, hating me. told me to get the hell out of here no one would really care. i hope he's right, because i am never coming back here. i talked with everybody till they went to sleep. then set my plan into action.
To Love
Fear, disgust, loneliness, self-hate... it was all gone. if only for a moment. and he knew it would be back. knew it, anticipated it, almost wanted it, because it was familiar. tekori didn't push forward.
Starfox - Freefall
There was fear, regret, self-hate and sadness; a strong swirling of emotion from both her and fox. above all these, however, was loneliness. with a slight exertion, she pushed her mind forward, transcending her own body and touching at fox's psyche.
Impregnating a Tiny Dragon
Silence hung in the air the weight of it heavy from thousands of years of self-hate and history.