To Protect: Fork In The Road
Of all the humiliations he'd been forced to endure – striping in front of the two, sucking the leopard's cock as he leered at him, having his tail lifted and his pucker speared… all of those combined didn't match the feeling of utter despair and helplessness
The Schoolgirl
The annoying boy looked at me with utter despair as i put my hand down, then became relieved when it was just a 'bathroom break.'
Princess Esfir
Esfir listened to the conversation from the middle of a flickery mess of pain and shock and utter despair. she'd been violated and broken and ruined in ways she'd never even known were possible.
Commission - Queen of Fools - Part 4
Janja cackled, releasing the grip on kion's scruff as kion just sobbed softly in utter despair.
The Human Species Ch. 53 - Roaming Legendary Dog
Lucario shouted back as he turned himself around again, displaying an expression of complete and utter despair, "it's not like they could tell me!" "that..."
WoFTP: Scarlet’s Sampler of Suffering
Shame and despair filled her mind, shame that she had been to scared to try and say anything to save starflight, and utter despair at the realization that no matter what she might have said it wouldn't have done anything.
Oliver, Ash, and the Alpha Takeover pt 1
There was nothing better than watching the smaller wolf's face fall into utter despair. it just made chet feel all the better, now having restored things in this house to the way they ought to be.
Service to the Crown
A whimper escaped his muzzle as his mood faded into utter despair, as he was entombed with the dragon -- for the rest of his short life. "it is fairly dark in this room," observed the deep voice of drakkar, "have your eyes adjusted yet?"
A Destroyer's Heart: Chapter 2
Nene on the other hand had an expression of utter despair as he waved his hands frantically in front of him and spouted many apologies to calm the angry god down. "i'm so sorry! i did it to see if you were actually real!
The Human Species Ch. 65 - Helpless (Epilogue of Episode X)
Her expression was not one of care, but one of complete and utter despair. "y-you... you were thinking of killing me, too...?" celebi asked with a shaky voice, tears visible in the corner of her eyes.
Fighting Spirit 3
Overall when i saw you unconscious and laying at my doorstep with fergo, i was in utter despair wondering what on earth could have happened but, enough about me, there is something you yourself must see.
Desolate
Up above my head with some rope tight enough to cut off circulation, pulled down their pants to their ankles and stripped me down, so i was lying naked in a puddle of water in a deserted alleyway, my red fur muddied and sullen, i had begun to cry in utter despair