Loneliness Can Be Hard 04: The World Is Against Me
He stayed the same, stuck in his own self-hatred image. he let the water run and hit the shower head away from his body, realizing it was too cold. after a moment, the water at his feet just heated a little, but still felt cold.
Station 285: Part 3
A turmoil of self-hatred and loathing, of desperation, fear, anxiety. was i really going to do this? he was my brother, but damnit i just could not bare to see him like this.
Battered Boar: Comfort (Part 6 of 6)
The first, was that i’d succeeded in replacing the obsession and all of its anxiety-inducing potential with self-hatred, guilt and shame. the second, was that i jolted myself entirely out of the moment. i felt like a ghost between them.
Flower of the Northern Front, I.
He rolled it around in his mind some, again guilty; self-hatred spilling into loose thoughts of abandoning the request he'd made. but he held a gaze into the pup's eyes and again smelled his attraction.
Spirit Bound: Chapter Eighty-Two
She reeked of pain, even some despair and self-hatred. "aunt aoife?" aoife looked up, surprised.
Breaching the Surface (TTW pt. 6)
A truer empty, one devoid of guilt and despair, one of true zero and not abject self-hatred. rivers of tears eventually stemmed as well, lungs settled and sobs subsided. a stillness sank to his tail and toes. the clock sang out the top of another hour.
Razed - Chapter 7
It doesn't work, self hatred and disappointment wail in my mind at an almost deafening pitch. i change tactics, locating a positive thought and focusing on it entirely, repeating it, believing it. this was a good thing. this was a good thing.
Iconoclast Chapter 4
No screaming or raving or silent self hatred, just mild shame- how shameful! but you won! you get... to leave. or you can stay, and die! you should eat your cheese, you're starving. literally. makes walking difficult, so i'd try crawling instead."
Lessons of Life - Chapter 3
Above all that joseph had ever spoken to dunn, these words stopped him in his self-hatred. ((everything blacked out as his mind shattered and all reason left him.
Found (Ch. 25)
My religion and place of worship is just as... nay, more valid than their temple dedicated to self-hatred, paranoia, and quiet subjugation!"
Help Me... part 2
I spat, self hatred dripping off of the statement as i grew angry with myself. i began pacing the small area between the kitchenette and bed, my paws making a sharp sweeping motion, "i... i shouldn't have broken down like that.
City of Morals - Chapter 7: Forgiven and Damned
It only made him feel worse, sinking harder and deeper into his self-hatred. for once, he felt like a real politician, manipulating his believers and supporters into doing his bidding for his own selfish gains.