The Cetra and the Lion, chapter 2
He stops himself from apologizing, keeping the promise he made yesterday, but i can still hear the self-hate in his voice. it jolts me out of my reverie. “hey,” i say, rolling over to look at him. “i…” my voice trails as i fumble for words.
Turns Out My Boyfriend Is A Feeder… & I Love It!
That self-hating, self-conscious voice of societal judgment rang through my head: _what if he only likes you because of his fetish? what if you don’t get fat enough and he leaves, or if you have a limit that he doesn’t like?
Unwittingly Summoned 6
It was almost like looking into a mirror and seeing the embodiment of all the self-hate that he'd felt all his life.
What Is This Thing They Call Love?
I was getting past self loathing and slowly turning into self hate. as i looked myself in the mirror and saw this piece of crap, not my original happy go lucky self.
Drac's Domination 6
Let yourself get kidnapped or abused or otherwise led down a path of self-hate as you gradually learned how little you actually enjoyed being a slave, not actually serving but just being used and abused in a different but no less soul-crushing way than our
Seb and Riker - Bodycheck - Part 3.1
Ryan's team isn't the best but he likes to go overboard on the self-hate. it's their coach's fault. they have good people on the ice but without much direction they don't get very far. "oh shush. i've seen you play; you're not bad at all."
Silver Linings: Reunion [Trade]
Two weeks of loneliness, of anxiety and self-hate, and - all he needed to feel better was the very thing that he was trying to avoid. and, _oh_, did blacky make him feel _good_.
Courtship Part 13: A Night to Remember (Xavier)
Watching this man gradually collapse into self hate, his arms trembling, tugged on my heart strings a little bit. i put a paw on his shoulder. "go home, samson. i'll pay for a cab. get a good night's sleep and think about how to do this properly."
Graduation Vacation: Chapter 2
Of all the things jeff had said today, this confession of self hate simply stunned her. "jeff you are normal." jeff also stopped. he spotted ryan walking down the path towards them.
Chapter 8
So darios went out of the hut in rage and self-hate. original story by: courgus translated by: erazaa the day passed without any further reaction from varshgar. adriana still hoped that varshgar would wake up soon.
SWC I
After a few beers, i always got like this, depressed, self-hating, and whiny. chris was by no means sober, but his gentle grasp told me he was more of a loving drunk than anything else. i let myself lean into his arm and laid my head back.
Sleeping dragon
Aiden is only really paying the purple dragon half his attention, the other half is dedicated to mentally beating himself up and wallowing in self-hate, but even then the ram can't believe ruben's casualness at finding out about his nightly abuse