Iconoclast Chapter 4
No screaming or raving or silent self hatred, just mild shame- how shameful! but you won! you get... to leave. or you can stay, and die! you should eat your cheese, you're starving. literally. makes walking difficult, so i'd try crawling instead."
Fight the Beast
His hard work, spurred on by the voice of his own straining self-hatred, had scoured away his boyish pudginess. his cheekbones were firm. when he spread his arms, his shoulders and their taut muscles spread outward.
Submission
Despite the guilt and the self hatred he felt happy and alive in a way he hadn't for months. gasping as he felt two huge paws grabbing his rear and pulling his cheeks apart slightly.
Kioga: Diaplomacy 9 - Our Diapers Longer Than Our Soul
"about being honest with each other," ricky interrupted, slapping his paw with his brochure and striding toward the group, glowing white in his diaper and diaper t-shirt, "y'think part of that, as... yeah, that self-hatred.
Only Me and My Demon Here (PMD: WNA 7)
But no, the self-hatred and sheer disgust i had for myself didn't cease. it remained. and it hurt. and no one was coming to save me. light came to my eyes, it reminded me of aurora.
Anything For Love - Part 3
The goat sat there in his pool of piss, a feeling of self-hatred filling up the space left by kino's loss. "i mean what i say, boy", the bovine said in his deep voice. "i've been true to my word this whole time.
Give and Take
No longer anger, no more self-hatred... this was all about him. his gift. his master. "arms."
Chapter 13: Truths About the Past Are Revealed and I Finally Accept the Truth About Myself
Whatever caused it to shatter, i have to stay away from the path of self hatred, because if i don't it will lead me down the same path as those who want me dead."
Crime Does pay
Crying softly from guilt, and joy, and pleasure, and self-hatred; ashton barely got the words out. "can..can you leave it in? it feels good..like a hug or something.." "sure elpin..i'm sorry.." "don't be sorry.
City of Morals - Chapter 7: Forgiven and Damned
It only made him feel worse, sinking harder and deeper into his self-hatred. for once, he felt like a real politician, manipulating his believers and supporters into doing his bidding for his own selfish gains.
Meant to Be, Ch 4
The surprise quickly was washed over with a sense of self hatred... the alligator wasn't interested in him... he had pushed the exchange on ackert without asking and without a chance for him to say no.
The Boxer Rebellion
I was too lost in my own self hatred to hear footsteps, my eyes closed so i couldn't see the filth around me. so it wasn't until someone growled, "little pissant." that i knew i was not alone.