Makoto's True Awakening
Afraid of ghosts and horror stories, makoto had never come to learn of the utter despair that was to watch one's self disappear from cognition; to simply vanish into nothingness while the people she had fought so hard and long for ignored her and her teammates
The Seeker, Chapter 28
The thing came to a stop as if surprised to hear that name, looked down at itself with its eyestalks, and then gave a wailing squeal of utter despair and terror. then it reached out for me with its tentacles, its eyes pleading.
Code Magus
The imminent approach of the hurricane wrought utter despair to its audience. it was mesmerizing, beautiful and elegant in its calm, slow movements yet it would spell the end of the world itself. everyone gapped in awe. there was no stopping it.
Deja Voodoo
Will muted the television again before groaning, flopping back on the couch in utter despair. four hundred cans of free beer and he'd missed them all trying to get a costume for the day. it was a damn shame.
The Damned, Chapter 1
She threw her head back on its long neck and gave a hissing wail of utter despair. nooo, this can't be! "brethren, reverend wright spoke, drive the beast from our presence, from this house of worship!!
Wish Gone Wrong
She forced herself to follow him as he beckoned her towards the back of the house, doing her best not to feel the utter despair that rose up in the back of her throat.
Leaving Trivialities
Around then i realized i couldn't see anymore, as my eyes were glossed over with hot tears of anger and utter despair i silently berated myself for being so weak and unable to save him.
Rise of the Yokai - Part IV
Yasei's memories only continuing on the point where he stood in the door to his, looking at the lifeless body of his partner, in utter despair. "what have i done...?"
So Shall He Consume Me 7 - Whilst He Wept Bloody Tears
He reached into his deepest strength as his voice attained almost human inflection, a voice that thousands of years ago had sent human beings to a bleak and utter despair.
Order Up 3: Matters of Opinion
For a moment, he opened his eyes, and swore he could see the look of utter despair scrunch markus' face into a tight ball as he fought back tears, but anything could be possible at this point. certainly everything was profoundly humorous.
Cruel Komodo
I would give anything to be that emo kid wishing for death as opposed to feeling this utter despair i cannot escape lately.
The legend of a warrior; Chapter 86 - Back On Earth
It was an armor that could change shape depending on killer's wishes, and it was sentient to a degree, and it didn't just protect the liger but also banish the hearts of his enemies into utter despair.