Cotton Balls
His mind raced, running made with worry which would dissolve into a sort of self-hating shame at his own lack of success, though it always led back to a bubbling anger at cheyenne. "how could she subject me to this!? why isn't she standing up for me!
Chapter 11 “The butterfly effect”
But enough to make him suffer and live in the self-hate for the rest of his life. his dad was good at making sure that he wouldn't forget... and that he would not be forgiven. and he wanted to live with that.
Beyond Friendship is Magic
A feeling of disgust was building up inside me as well as self-hate. without a word, i stood up and slowly made my way to the door. "where are you going..." i stopped in my tracks as i heard rarity speak up while trying to not cry.
Chapter 13 “Justice of my own”
.-" niles sniffed again in between his words and took a calm breath, feeling the guilt and self-hate wash over him for having to betray the man who saved his life over saving someone else's life. "i'm feeling otherwise okay.
The legend of a warrior, chapter 17 - The start of a new road
Riaku spat the last sentence with utter bitterness and self hate, but killer squeezed him firmly around his shoulders and shook his head a bit, with a nod and a slight smile of understanding and encouragement. "i always envied you.
Chapter 12 “Old wounds that change us”
Quan said with a somewhat self-hating tone. there was no answer from the ram. only four people gazing at the stone like it was from some urban legend. "... it good?"
No Honor Amongst Thieves
He lurched back to the abyss of self-hate that had grown where in place of cocky confidence, using the negative emotions it welled within his mind to keep the fox's sweet words at bay.
Yet The Reed Bends
His chest heaved and he cried out in pure, unadulterated self-hate, barely able to stop crying long enough to go on breathing as his body was wracked with sobs. "hey man, no crying, no fair, no fair!"
Lost Legend of Agrok
As her heart ached at all the self hating things that came back to her, she made a dark brown blur of herself. she ran as quickly as she could toward her make shift shelter, she thought she heard the more polite twin calling out after her.
No More Humans - Chapter 2
Like the religious, hypocritical, self-hating bullshit that his parents enforced upon him.
The legend of a warrior; Chapter 32: Glacial - Who Dares Wins
Killer was knocked backwards on his back with a grunt, eyes shutting in pain as he coughed in what was almost a snarl of self-hate and complaint... and black killer, of course, attempted to get control on his mind immediately...
New Life Blues Part II
In the moment, it didn't seem like it would ever end; desmond certainly hoped it wouldn't, but it did, giving over to an afterglow pocked with cold chills and self-hating whimpers.